missing pieces

031005

2005-11-03T17:51:00.000+11:00

ok guys, ive moved to LJ. happy?!?!

http://www.livejournal.com/~ruxay/

I have no clue how to work it? so some help would help yea? XD Oh, might delete this soon?

281005

2005-10-29T22:10:00.000+10:00

Timtams; skanks and grape cider~!

We made poodles in science class. XDD Me, Saki, Yuki and Jan made THE best dog in the whole class. *accepts Noble Prize* I would like to thank my wonderful team mates, specially Saki who came up with the muscley-legged dog idea. (Competition was Mr Philpotts idea ((: )

Went to Charlottes house after school, and we watched one move, read Cleo (it's sucha porn mag??) and did our hair and makeup to look like skanks and walked to Mai's house to pick her up. :D

I'm gonna do all the homework I've piled up from my week of loitering threatingly around Neutral Bay instead of doingthem today. Yay. Then I'm going to Chatswood tomorrow to dance my heart (money?) out. ^.^ GO DDR!

261005

2005-10-26T16:37:00.000+10:00

OMG OMG OMG.

I PASSED MATH~! *fireworks explode*

Fine only by 5%, but whatever? Pass is pass~! And plus, there's always SUPER CORRECTIONZ~!

WHEE~ 55% sucks, but hey, considering we do work equivalant to Sec3 & 4 A math, I'm really happy~!

So anyway, yeah, we were all hyper after that since we did nothing but try and figure out logs. HAHA. Logs are used to make fire. XDD

The weather sucks. So hot and too many flies. I swear you can't walk 5 whole steps without being attacked by flies once. GAHHH.

2511005

2005-10-25T16:32:00.000+10:00

I have nothing to blog about, school was usual; some periods whizzed by and some took forever. So I'm gonna have a rant about absolutely nothing. ^.^

Naruto; OMG. I LOVE LOVE LOVE this show. I'm so friggin obsessed~! It's sucha good show. And the best thing? Saki, Yuki, Mai, Wang and Jo all know it. I have so many people to talk to~! Cept they all think I'm too obsessed. Which is probably true... Haha. That's like the biggest trait me and Liz have in common. ;)

Holidays~; Fine, there's eons to go, but apparently Abels coming to Sydney to stay~! OMG that's gonna be soo fun!!! Like a 2 week sleepover!!! ((: And plus, while in Sydney it's gonna be parties, girls day outs, shopping, beach-ing and more parties~! XDDDD I love where I live. Cinema like 500m away and a beach down the road (cept the road is really long) And then I'll be back in singapore...shopping some more~!

Love & Relationships; Hate to go on about it some more, but I just look at Elise and Matt and I'm so put off. He is sucha possesive freak it scares me. I haven't talked to her properly face to face for ages (don't even mention girls day out, he suddenly becomes a girl on those days) without him ringing in at some point. And she had to force him to hang out with his friends during lunch. His face pisses me off. Why would anyone date the guys in our year, theyre such assholes?!

Indirectly insulting people is my fave way of insulting people. *coughangiecough*

241005

2005-10-24T19:50:00.000+10:00

In the end I didn't really go study for music. Infact, I didn't study for it at all. XP

School was sucha bludge today. First period was stupid music exam *stabs music paper violently* and the rest were fun~.

We got back our papers during english (yay i didn't flunk it~!), and Dr Sloan gave us some character analysation to do in pairs. She paired us up and haha, I got stuck with Ben. We had so much fun analysing Sally Lavender. coughcough. Yeahhh... Sally Lavender has tons of piercings and stalks people around. ^__o

And during history Mr Bruton attempted to teach us about WWII. Hitler~! Note; attempted. Course, Mr Bruton can't teach so yah. But we're watching Pearl Harbour so that's really cool. ((: Cept he keeps stopping the vid every 5 mintues cuz we make too much noise.

Assembly was funny. Ms Lindeman spoke for 30 minutes on I think 2 points?

a) Do not loiter around Neutral Bay. Oops, that afternoon me, Haddy and Jen hung out at Gloria Jeans for 2 hrs. =X

b) Only go to the sick bay during lunch or break unless you're really sick cuz that's when the nurse makes sure she's there. HAHAHA. yeah right. The nurse is ALWAYS on a "break"

And there were the usual others, uniform, some prefect thingy and how not to get too wild over the ends of exams, you still have assignments and tests and BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Guess what I spent the whole of lunch talking bout?? XDDDD Saki, Yuki, Mai and Joa are my Naruto buddies~! But they think I'm too obsessed... =/

231005

2005-10-23T12:05:00.000+10:00

GAHH. Me and Gav are so Naruto obsessed. ^_^;;

Went to Chatswood yesterday with Elise (and Matt. coughringincough), Jen and Jo. Went to that really cool chocolate place~! YUM. They were late since they had rowing, so I walked around chatswood by myself buying springrolls. -_-;;

SO they finally came, like an hour late? (I missed the bus anyway). We went to the chocolate place, cheap BRANDED make up shop and TimeZone. HAHAHA. We met Matt there (sadly), cuz Elise didn't wanna reject him. (coughcough) So anyway, that was the end of our mini girls day out, and me, Jen, Jo and her friend went to do Dance Dance Revolutions (DDR), aka the Para Para Dance! XDD It's so fun~! Only played once cuz the guy infront of us was freakin good and spent aaages doing it.

I'm gonna attempt to study for my music test tomorrow, even though I have 30min study time before that. ((:

211005

2005-10-21T16:36:00.000+10:00

Getting extreme mood swings. Shit. What mental illness was it that had extreme mood swings? Oh yeah. Shizoprenia? Split personality. Been there done that. I am so shizoprenic. I'll just check myself into a mental hospital.

So anyway, I'm waiting for Gav to finish studying for HIS exams (haha sucked in =P) so I can go watch Naruto. XD

I'm actually pretty surprised I got through the exams. Sitting in a gym for 5 days, 6 hours a day is not easy. I got totally claustophobic. cough cough. Or maybe I just needed a reason to get out and get some fresh air. But anyway, I love Haddy, Hayley, Jan and Jen!!! They're my best exam homies~!

And since I sit in such an isolated place, with no one surrounding me, I actually had to study during study periods. So why am I gonna flunk year 9 again??

Yeah whatever. Luv ya too.

211005

2005-10-21T16:12:00.000+10:00

My exams are over~! Uhh... cept for music which doesnt count. But I don't feel excited or happy or anything. And it's not even gloomy (the weather always effects my moods). And ok, so I flunked my math paper like shit, screwed up my DT paper and since I only studied math on tuesday, I screwed up my elective history paper too. But the last few papers, coughchinesecough, weren't that bad so I have no clue why I'm feeling so emotionless?

Maybe cuz instead of celebrating aka congregrating in Neutral Bay (haha Mr Nunan), all my friends either went for rowing or dorkestra. And those who didn't, went home to study art. AAGH.

Oh whatever. I have nothing to complain about anyway.

171005

2005-10-17T16:14:00.000+10:00

WHEEEEE~! *explodes*

For someone who still has 9 papers to go, I'm really happy. XD

Hahaha. This sounds really sad, but I had so much fun walking home today. Usually it's juz me, Haddy, Jen and Sarah, but today like everyone walked home!!! (This is really sad) An addition of Clare, Joh, Charlotte, Max, Tom & Tom. XD Me and Haddy were really happy cuz we were POPULAR! Basically walked down Military Road shouting we're popular! We have friends! You're all losers! HAHA.

So even though I have to sit next to a certain someone I'm currently avoiding and is making it really awkward, and I have 9 papers left, hey, the sun is shining through the clouds and... WTH??

okay. I think I'll juz leave now...

141005

2005-10-14T16:11:00.000+10:00

Well screw this. The world sucks anyway. ~~And so does everyone on it~~ Ok I know that's not true, but I'm so mad I couldn't care less. Let's see... who triggered this? Kris Brujic. Go back to Winter School why don't you? The school was so much better without you.

Urgh. I'm so so so pissed at everyone and everything. You all suck. Sydney sucks. Singapore sucks. The world sucks. Think I'll juz move to Mongolia or something.

131005

2005-10-13T17:41:00.000+10:00

Encounter on bus #1; 3 girls & a bus loada guys ;)

BAD BAD BAD. HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE combi. What you get is hella lotta talk about porn sites and how to send them to their teachers. URGHHHH.

I don't get why some people can't get hints. Especially ones thrown directly at your face. Hints that were hints, but now aren't becuz theyre way too obvious to be hints. ANYWAY. Carry on playing your little game if you want, sure, it scares me a little, but it's amusing too. So either take the hint and leave, or don't and carry on providing me with entertainment. Either way, I win. (:

121005

2005-10-12T16:05:00.000+10:00

Dammit. I was happy juz now (Amalie's back!!!) but then I read someone's MSN blog and it's soo pathetic. She says her bf cheated on her, but hello? How many times have you cheated on him?? GAHH. I don't know how I'm going to get through the night. I know he will cuz he's going to his best friend's place for the night. AAGH. PERFECT example of a clingy girl who can't live without a guy by her side. So you went out for a year (how'd he survive?? If I were him I'd be dead... died of boredom & you), but let it go...

Anyway, back to school yesterday in the sack they call our school uniform. *rolls eyes* And nothings changed. (: Cept the winter school people are back, that kinda suckz. Kris is sweet and all as a locker bud, but aahh, I liked a spare locker more. (:

Did I say I wanted to go back to schol the last time? I take it back. I was so bored that I started hallucinating and typing random stuff. Not to mention the STUPID exams that the teachers never fail to mention every 5 minutes, and the slowly smallen-ing pile of Naruto CDs to watch. ): MUST BRIBE WANG! XD

091005

2005-10-09T17:59:00.000+10:00

... No comment cept this layout is getting on my nerves already. And I JUST changed it. 5 minutes ago!!!

I'm sick of the holidays. TUESDAY JUZ COME ALREADY.

GEEZ.

280905

2005-09-28T16:58:00.000+10:00

This is the one main reason why I refuse to date. Prioritising.

Today was supposed to be a girls day out, a day of bitchin' about guys and sun-tanning; yeah right. Ok, I can take how you drag me off to go for a walk, coincidentally to where all your "clients" are, and then talk to them and completely forget about me. Yeah, I can take that. I can take how I spent nearly the whole of my lunch with you in the girls bathroom when you broke up with Ed, and then when I was upset and crying your "revenge" for me was chucking a pathetic water bomb. And yeah, I've been there for you, all of us have. But you obviously don't care. I've kinda suspected this... but today confirmed it.

I hate how you think you need a boyfriend to survive, cuz honestly, that's just plain stupid. Guys are an accessory, not a neccesity. It's so obvious Matt's trying to get into your pants, and you know it too, so why do you let him?? Why are you stooping that low?! Why do you want to be so accepted by guys?? You could have just said no to Max, or ignored him today, but the minute you saw him and Matt, you jumped up and hugged them, completely forgetting about us and our girls day out. At least Mai hung around for a while, before Max carried her off.

So, we walked away after we realised we were like what? 5th wheels? We walked to the island, and had so much fun. I'm changing the girls day out, to singles day out. We bitched, we gossiped, we laughed, we sunned, we had fun. Without guys. Did we miss them? NO.

You need to learn to prioritise. You should know yourself, you've had like what? 6 boyfriends in a year? They come and go, but we don't, and you know that. So you take us for granted. Which annoys me, cuz frankly, I'm sick of it. Sick of being there for you and not getting anything in return. They say friends will be there forever, but so? You have to make it work, put in some effort and give and take. At the end of the day, who's gonna be there for you when you and Matt break up? Us. Not him. Yeah, you needa spend time with your bf, yeah, but I'm so betting you've spent everyday of the hols with him already, and the worst thing to do, is bring your bf along on a girls day out. I mean, the word speaks for itself right? Unless your bf is seriously gender confused.

All we asked was 5 hrs of your day, to rebond and everything. But nooo, your bf had to come along, and ruin the whole thing. So all I have to say, is our girls day out sucked, but my singles day out rocked, and made me realise why I'm happily single and independant.

So... go singles!

270905

2005-09-27T19:38:00.000+10:00

My life is as exciting as watching a fish swimming around a fish bowl. Please, gimme double history any day. At least I'll have Jan's sick jokes, Saki's drawings, Yuki's nail art and Charlotte's stories. And Mr Bruton's videos if worst comes to worst.

230905

2005-09-23T16:03:00.000+10:00

WTF. this friggin stupid. Is today Piss Gill Off day or something? The whole world is pissing me off and I'm pissed at just about every single guy I know, including the selfish brat I have to call my brother.

I'm supposed to be happy. It's the last day of the term and it's practically summer. But nooo. I'm blasting my music and cursing the world. Well sorr-ee if I rejected you. Get over it GODDAMMIT. Shut up about your birthday too. I already wished you happy birthday, what more do you want?!?! A frigging banner?! A declaration of love? A hug and a kiss and a rainbow in the sky?? Aaww how sweet. I can barely afford anything for myself much less Liz' present and yours?! HAHA. After all you did?? Uhhh... I don't think so. And I wasn't the one that took the party invitation away. Get over yourself, get over me and get a life?! (And smart move Jen. Just bring it all up again. But it's okay. Serves him right. Humiliation works too.)

Krispy Kreme Donuts. Who needs them anyway?

220905

2005-09-22T18:12:00.000+10:00

Chessies bday!

Y12s farewell and Amies farewell today. ='( The Y12s Revue was funny, but kinda try hard? But worth it to miss double eng and get a long break. ((: It really wasnt that good, and the Y12s were so obviously drunk... Some of them anyway. Cold Comfort rocks! Beats Mike Honans band anyway... You know what's freaky? 2 more Revues to watch and then it'll be my Revue. In 3 years, at this time I'll be at my Y12 formal. And school will be officially over for me. WOW. How freaky? 3 more years until I officially have no school and no more security of going to school and having a timetable and everything. Benefits of being a year younger than most people, finish school at 17, non-benefits, no alcohol. HAHA. But we've got it all planned, Angie will buy the alcohol for us. XD

The whole day was full of assemblys. AAHH. Leg cramp!!!! Got through them by sticking post its on people. After school we went down to Balmoral Beach (again) to spend our last afternoon with Amalie. ): Sadly, Max came too (perfect example of a ring in). Argh. Walked along the beach, waded in the water and ate fish & chips. I'll mis Ami so much! Who's gonna empty my pencilcase during english and history?? Who's gonna try and tie my shoes together during lunch?? Who am I gonna share my chicken rice with?? (Charlotte). NOOO. ='( My world is colllapsing.

Have to blog more, I'm bored. The holiday happiness has got to me!!!! Me and Elise were at the beach, in our short little skirt and tight jeans, swinging our hips and letting all the Y12 guys from some random all guys school who prob hasn't seen a girl since the ice age stare at us with their mouth open. HAHA. Ok, I exaggerated that a lot. But a bunch of us strutted our stuff singing that new Jessica Simpson song (which is annoyingly stuck in my head) past those guys. It was a dare that was too wacky to resist. XDD

These boots are made for walking, that's just what they'll do, one of these days these boots are gonna WALK ALL OVER YOU!!!

200905

2005-09-21T16:51:00.000+10:00

Yesterday rocked~! We had a party during history, and we didn't do anything!!! ((: Watched a Monty Python & the Holy Grail, and it was soo funny!!! We had so much food too. Felt so sick after that...

Had the BBQ during lunch. XDD It was a complete failure. The only people watching Michael Honans band was me and Tasie, cuz we're tone deaf and don't really know the diff btwn good music and bad music. XD Any music is good music. So... It's Mike Honan's Band (that's the band name?), and he's the shifty one? He shouldn't sing. It burns the ears!!!

So then I went to Jen's house to grab some food and then we went back to school to watch the soiree. It was so great!!! Ok, maybe not that great. Specially the classical ones. But Wang's was good. It was so darn funny!!! Me and JM started laughing halfway, and I had to chew my arm to stop laughing. I was like stuffing it into my mouth? Haha. But it was good. Well, kinda. He came up to me today and said I lied. He said it was horrible. Geez, I didn't know you could go to jail for being nice.

There was photo taking today, and so we did nothing in math cept play math games. Math games? HAHA. But it was fun... beat doing logarithms.

I hate you so much you know? What you did to me was bad, but I dunno if what you've done to my friends is worse. You're a friggin RING IN, to put it in the words of Ed and those guys. No one likes you (cept Mai and maybe Elise). YOU'RE the one who has no friends. Can't you just be happy with what you have? Yeah, it's fine for you to bitch about us, but not ok for Mai to bitch about her guy friends? $&%@ The scary thing is, you're threatening is real. Cuz I know that you can carry your threats out. You don't care. You're so damn selfish. Hate to burst your bubble, but the world does NOT revolve around you. Not even in your dreams. I wondered if you're so-called friend's actually liked you for less than one minute, before I realised that that's impossible. So, All I have to say is (in the owrds of Ed, Phil and the rest)

FCKIN RING OUT MAX!!!!!!!

190905

2005-09-19T19:28:00.000+10:00

Last week of school! YAY~!!!! Thursday is the ultimate bludge; Farewell day for the Y12s = BLUDGE BLUDGE BLUDGE!!! After school we might go to the beach and hang out with Chief Amalie cuz it's her last day. ='( Our communist HQ is moving to Japan, where we will continue to try achieve complete world domination and complete communism!!!!!

If you've read my friendster profile you'd know I'm absolutely obsessed with conquering the world and communism, and I guess you have to blame Phil for that. XDD Long story, but to cut it short; 2 words, double math. So now we try and bomb every single math class, so as not to fail our chief, and have recruited many new members. Jan, Saki, Yuki, Amalie and some other people. I lost count. =\ And we buy our nucleur bombs from Keefie, cuz he sells them cheaper. XDD As I said, double math. (and double Chinese too)

Oh, Gav broke his hand!!!! HAHAHA.

180905

2005-09-18T15:00:00.000+10:00

How hot is Johnny Depp?! Me, Elise, Jen, Saki, Yuki and Charlotte love him loads! Go Johnny Depp!!!!! XDD

Soo, yesterday was the Spring Fair!! XD It was so fun. I ate so much I feel so sick. I spent like $15 bucks on food. Wow. Me & Elise sprayed our hair!! It was so cool. I had purple hair spray and pink glitter in mine, and she had pink hairspray and gold glitter in hers. We were so sexay~! ;) There were so many people there!! EVERYONE went. It was crazy!!

At about 1+, me and Haddy decided to go home, but then we met Mai, Max and Ed and they distracted us. We went to sit at behind the bouncy castle and took pics (: And shouted at the little kiddies inside the bouncy castles. It was so funny. We were like drunk? We were laughing so much and shouting random things. I think someone spiked that wonderful ice cream we had...

We finally left at around 3+, after talking to Jan and buying a fun-kay pen (for me) and cool earrings for Haddy. I spent like 1/2 hr washing the hair spray outta my hair so I wouldn't turn Amalie's pool purple later. At 5, I walked back to school and watched the remains of the Spring Fair disappear. It was really cold so I walked to McDs and me and Jen took LOADS of pics while waiting for Jo to come.

THEN we went to Amalie's pool / going away party. ='( Nooo... not my Amalie! The chief of the SCECGS Communism group!!!! ='( We went swimming in her heated pool for 10 min, then we were too cold so me and Jen went to her bathroom were Saki was hair-drying her jeans. It was sooo warm. After that we took more pics. haha. Really random pics rated M15 so I won't post them when I get them... XD But they are so darn funny!!

We watched the Winter School Vid (Kirsty screaming everytime her boyfriend hit the screen) and Pirates of the Caribbean, starring the wonderfully wonderful JOHNNY DEPP!!! XDD Cue all of us screaming. :D Cmon, you HAVE to agree that Orlando Bloom is NOTHING compared to Johnny Depp. =P

160905

2005-09-16T18:32:00.000+10:00

Ok. Whatever. I'm sick of it. 2 can play at one game.

HAHA. Went to Gloria Geans with Jan and Jen today. XD Went to discuss our music assignment, and amazingly, we actually did that. It's so cool. We have the best idea (cuz I thought of it) and the best jingle (courtesy of yours truly)!!!!

All I did today was beautify my nails. That's all I did & learnt. 8 of my nails are buffed and beautiful, and I did it within 4 periods. Wow. In total, my nail file did 4 people's nail. And we all agree our nails are oh-so-beautiful now. XD That's how boring my lessons are.

But you know what's stuck in my mind from today? What Phil said to me after school about my depression incident. (It's was it's 2 weeks death anniversary ytd) It was basically standing up for me against a certain bastard, but yeah. It was so darn sweet. Shuckz. ((:

Dad's showing a certain interest in a certain something that's half giving me hope and half making me so darn depressed.

(maybe I'm going a bit overboard with this depression thing) XD

150905

2005-09-15T17:35:00.000+10:00

Muahaha. I've earned my respect with the guys. 2 GOALS!!! go me!!

BEAT THAT!!!!!

130905

2005-09-13T18:38:00.000+10:00

Ahahaha. We had some study skills thingy today. Mr Nunan's great attempt to save us from failing the yearlys. HAH. I'm a visual learner. I doodle in my books, and learn best by seeing things. COOL.

Listening to Rob Thomas - This Is How A Heart Breaks. Guess what? Wang's singing that song for his soiree. OMG. HAHAHA. Me and Jen are gonna watch it and LAUGH at him. HAHAHA. I'm dieing of laughter thinking of it right now. AHAHAHAHA. He ditched Haddy for his backup singer, so he's screwed for his soiree. =P Harriet was full bitch mode, and went: You're soiree is gonna suck now Wang. Sucked innn!!!! =P

Oh yeah. Mr Nunan's other attempt to bond us all together; BBQ & rock-band next tuesday. HAHAHA. He said: I hope we can all stay in the undercroft and not drift away in our own little groups. HAHAHA. In his dreams. Ok, we might stay in the undercroft, but not as a year. But hey, free food... (: And free music too. GOD. You should have seen the look on Peter & Mike's face when Mr Nunan announced that their band was gonna be playing. pure hatred for the guy. HAHAHA.

AND. Yesterday guess what sorta PD lesson we had?!?! CONTRACEPTION!!!! HAHA. It was fully sick. Mr Lee was so into it, fully demo-ing how the IUD works. What's the funniest part? IUD is for females, and he's a guy. And you might wanna consider where you stick the IUD up... ;)

Ok, I'm done rambling and it's safe to ~~open your eyes~~. Wait. That doesnt make sense. But anyway, yeah I'm done and my tagboard currently doesn't work so I won't know what you think of this REALLY COOL entry. :)

120905

2005-09-12T16:31:00.000+10:00

You know how they say love is fragile? So's friendship. And it sucks so much more when it breaks.

I hate this. It seems like everytime the wall between us crumbles, someone comes along and builds it up again. I don't know why I really care that much, but I do. Cuz I hate losing friends for no reason. Time, fights, distance, those are real reasons. But this? Nope. I could just go talk to you right? But I'm tired of doing that. Cuz everytime I do that, I know it'll last a few hours and then it'll dissolve. It's like building a sandcastle. You spend so long building it, perfecting every single corner, and then when you turn your back, someone comes and kicks it down. And it's gone. Just like that.

I just wanna go back to the beginning of this term, when my life was as close to perfect as it could possibly get.

Why do I care? You weren't even one of my close friends... But you rocked. And you still do. You deserve someone better than me. I made a promise to myself that I don't think I'll break. I'll try one last time, after that, THE END.

ERROR. Please try again next year

110905

2005-09-11T17:41:00.000+10:00

FUNintheSUN

Went to Balmoral Beach today, for some Mosman Fair. According to Miss Brodie, there was gonna be like thousands of people, so the roads would be closed. HAHA. She so over exaggerated that. The only people who actually watched the concert and stuff, were the performers friends and family, eg me, Amalie, Kirsty, CJ...

But anyway, haha, sucked in. Jen, Charlotte and Angie had to wear our stinking uniform while the rest of us were happily cool in our tanktops. (: Yeah, another hot & sunny day in Sydney~! YAY!!!

It was really fun actually. We all lay on the grass and looked at the clouds and chatted. When the performance started, I tried to make Jen laugh. HAHA. She did!!!! SUCCESS!!! She had to stop singing, but Ms Brodie didn't notice so it's all coolll... XD

SCECGS 2nd last performance was prob the most interesting. The rock band~! And I actually know them!!!! ((: Wow... Go me!! I hope they become famous, then I'll know someone famous! (Keep dreaming Gill, remember the only people watching were the performers friends & family?) Yeah so anyway, they weren't that bad. They had cool guitars. Specially Peter's. All black. COOL. HE HAS THE HOTS FOR JE-EN~! =P

Ahh I don't wanna go to school tmr. I wanna wag school and go to the beach~! That sounds like a good idea actually.... ;)

090905

2005-09-09T16:46:00.000+10:00

Forget spring. It's officially summer. Going back to Singapore to revamp my summer wardrobe. (: That's the good thing about having 4 seasons, shopping sprees every time the season changes~! XD

Mum went back to SIN today, to help Kokor pack. HAHA. Yeah, so anyway, me and Gav had to walk home, and it was SCORCHING hot. ): Nooo... It's still supposed to be spring dammit.

It was sucha normal day today. I fought with JM, fought with Jan, and amazingly, agreed with Max and managed to not attempt to kill him, and vice versa. (That's the abnormal part). But it was too hot, so I nearly fell asleep in all my classes in the M building. zZz

THE END.

080905

2005-09-08T18:36:00.000+10:00

I LOVE WILLY WONKA~!!

Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday with Elise, Charlotte, Clare and Jen. It was so cool~! Even though we had to go with the school. Went back to school at about 5.30 and me, Elise and Tom hung around and played tag / hide and seek. Haha. Me and Elise hid in the girls bathroom, and tried to get Tom to come in. =
(Sydney is very slow when it comes to movies k? the only show they released before Spore is Herbie Fully Loaded, that no one cares about)

After the movie we sat outside school like hobos. And gossiped some more. Hahaha.

Gill; Oompa
Elise; Loompa
Clara; Hobo!

HAHAHA~!

WILLY WONKA, WILLY WONKA~! :D

I dont care. :)

060905

2005-09-06T18:31:00.000+10:00

Yesterday was the best day ever. Religion. Math. PD. Commerce. Double History. Fun fun fun! And to top it all off, zero distraction cuz in half my classes, my friends, my ONLY friends, were at Duke of Ed. Wow. Fun fun fun! For me and Tasie specially. You should have heard us gushing about our day.

Non sarcastically, the high point of my day was the prefects assembly. How sad is that?? For once, the teachers let the prefects run the assembly, and scored themselves and early lunch. ;) so there was no adult supervision, cept for that PROTECTIVE MR NUNAN. Anyway, the prefects are really cool, and they had all these games & competitions for us to play, ie a cookie dough eating competition (laugh at those losers who got tricked into eating the cookie dough for the lucky people who werent picked) and a trivia about how cool the year 12s are. (: It was really fun. the year 12s rock!

Me and Saki went around sticking stickers on people today. XD It started of with Clare very obviously sticking the apple sticker on me, then I stuck it no Angie, cept she didn't realise. So it wasn't really fun. So me and Saki went to talk to Jan and stuck it on him. HEHE. He realised after a while and tried to kill us =/ At lunch, we snuck into the canteen and ripped the stickers off the apples and stuff, then we attacked Fraser. Ahaha. It was HILARIOUS. We stuck 3 and then he realised. My stomach hurt so much... We're gonna stick post-its on people tmr... ;)

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2005-09-04T11:11:00.000+10:00

Shit. I needa talk to someone. I needa talk to someone who knows more about this than I do. Argh.

Why'd it have to rain??? If not I could be going to the Balmoral Fun Day and having fun watching the lame brain rock bands and watching Jen, Charlotte and Angie sing. AAAHHH. Instead I'm at home paranoid-ing myself.

It's all your fault. Yeah, you can gimme a list, no, a truckload of reasons why it wasnt, but it was. IT WAS IT WAS IT WAS!!!! Damn. I'm whining.

I hate this. I hate this so much. I have to go to school.. somewhere, anywhere. I have to get my mind of things, and school's the only place I can. Even though that's where it happened.

I NEED REASSURANCE. Someone please tell me it'll be ok?

030905

2005-09-03T20:47:00.000+10:00

Yesterday was 2nd Sep. The date that's been in Noteday since... the beginning of the winter season. It always seemed so far away... but it's all over now. ='( As Alex said, there's something special about this U15 team... We're really bonded during games, but training... hehe. But I'm proud of us... 60% wins!!!! Woohoo~! We rock!

I seriously love hockey loads. Esepcially the last few weeks of it. Hockey releases all my pent up anfer. Plus, with sucha rocking good team.... XD Hate to admit it, but you've grown on me. Gosh, this season has gone by sooo slowly, but soooo fast at the same time. I'll always always remember slack Tues trainings at Tania Park, hard-core & wet Thurs trainings with the hot Boys 1st ;) and early morning Sat / late freezing cold Fri night games... Loads of laughs, loads of cheers and definitely loads of memories (good & bad). I love you guys. Really...

Trevors + DMJ + Hi Decks + Rob + Compton + Lemon + Ollie + Indy + Fong + ~~Max~~ + Jo + Clare + Katie + Amalie + Emma + Me + Mr Old School + Vic = SCECGS Redlands Northern Area / U15 Mixed 2005!!! And we do rock, thankyouverymuch. ((:

Doing indoor soccer for summer. Non-rep sp my Saturdays are free. It'll be fun... I think. Even though me, Jo, Angie & Kirsty are like the only girls. =S How was I supposed to know it was a male dominated sport?! =/ It said girls & boys in the letter thingy... We were so shocked, and we wanted to dieeee... Then we started laughing. haha XD -_<

I think I'm okay. If it's ok, then I'm ok. ((: Ive got my sense of humour back, and my appetite. So I guess I'm ok. Oh, and incase you were wondering, it's not a guy. Well, it is. But that's not why I'm depressed. Ah wtv...

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2005-09-01T19:41:00.000+10:00

Well. I've caught it. Depression.

I'm so sure it's depression. What else could it be? I've had all the symptoms. Anger at first, then I cried till, oh, i dunno. And now, well, I guess I'm numb now. I'm going through this in a daze. I seriously don't believe it.

But I believe I have the bestest friends in the planet. I love you girls (and guys) so much. Thanks for listening to me rag on, comforting me, planning my revenge, and letting me cry on you. And telling me crying would make it better. Yeah, I love you guys loads~! I'm gonna buy a big bag of chocs for you guys. And actually, crying did make it better. It washed away the pain. Although it's still there. Especially you Kirst, and Sarah. No, wait. Every single one of you. (Even you guys in Spore, even though you have no clue what I'm on right? I don't wanna talk about it right now, so don't ask kay?)

I love: Franchy, Tasie, Jo, Kirsty, Jo, Elise, Saki, Yuki, Amalie, Clare, Charlotte, Jen, Sarah, Harriet, Hayley, Wang, Jono, Jan, Fraser, Tom, Liz, Jess, Deb & Ivy. And the randoms who asked me if I was OK. Thanks. <3

310805

2005-08-31T16:33:00.000+10:00

Last day of August = Last day of winter!!

Today was like back in Spore. It was freakishly hot. Warm & humid, with dark clouds in the sky. Gosh, I was so happy... Dunno why. I'm actually kinda sick of the cold already.

And, I finally solved my problem, if it was even a problem. At first I did the I-refuse-to-believe-and-think-about-it trick, then I did the ignore-the-problem trick. All failed horribly. Anyway, impulsively (?) I did the face-the-problem-with-a-joke trick and it worked! ^.^ Ok, so it was basically Jen & Charlotte's fault that I even used that trick, but it worked!! (I think & hope). Yeah, but I kinda still have hundreds of problems (eg the sci test in 2 weeks on the reproductive system. Fun!!)

There was some drama in school today. Some teacher in the kindergarden got robbed by a random who snuck into school! Mr Posen ran out and tried to chase him, shouting really loudly. Haha. What me and Charlotte wanna know is whether the robber got knocked down by the car or caught. XD This happened during geog and Mr Williams promised to find out more info for me cuz I was VERY interested (I kept on standing up and looking out the window..)

Me and Jen were hyper during math... (Cuz cling wasnt there?) It was hilarious. And I don't know why. We were passing notes on how we should kill Max (^2). We decided on hanging them, and then I drew 2 evil faces, and Jen said we looked like sushi? So we came up with GillJen sushi, an alternative to Genki Sushi.

How to love LR like Cling does: Go to Jen's locker daily locker which is directly opposite his, and stare at him with your mouth wide open, and a dreamy look on your face. Refuse to believe your friends when they say he's the ugliest and snobbiest thing since Max Chapman.

=D

300805

2005-08-30T17:52:00.000+10:00

Ok, I was gonna blog about how much I hate a certain someone and a certain emotion, but I logged onto MSN, and immediately Jan sends me a msg going AAAHH. Haha. I dunno why, but it cheered me up. Yeah, his randomness and lame jokes cheered me up. XD Now I don't even know why I felt that way. Haha. Go Jan, my German homie~! XD

Haha, Ms Gray caught me so many times with my top button undone. It was hilarious. First, before Elective hist when me and Clare came out of the toilet. She was JUST walking past and screamed at us done the whole corridor. The whole corridor went all silent, and EVERYONE could hear her screaming at us. Including the people in class. =S

And then, after lunch, after I came outta the toilet again. This time with Saki. I was commenting to her that I hoped Ms Gray doesn't come, while doing up my top button, and OMG. There she comes through the door. I had to bite my lip trying not to laugh. After that me and Saki nearly died laughing.

Haha. Ms Gray's gonna have a field day with me and Saki tmr. It's out zero-ponytail day when we refuse to tie our hair for no reason. ahaha. :)

290805

2005-08-29T17:21:00.000+10:00

Guess what? Love isn't really an emotion. It's a type of chemical made by your hormones during puberty or something like that. And it's found in chocolate. So, whenever you feel unloved, go buy yourself a huge bag of chocs. You deserve it... Worry about zits later. ((:

Ok, so lately I've been thinking about myself too much. This weekend I was thinking of one of my many problems, when it struck me that there were people with much bigger problems than me. Cmon, what I'm going through... Well, everyone goes through it at one point right? This is just one small little problem that at most, affects 2 people. Haha. To some people, my little problem is a relief from worrying about how they're gonna afford dinner. Or something like that. I know teenagers are supposed to be self-centred annoying little buggers, but still...

the storm is back, and there's nothing i can do.

270805

2005-08-27T15:32:00.000+10:00

Yesterday sucked shit. It's like the side effects of having a good day; you get a bad one directly after. Gonna type out the whole thing so you can all feel sorry for me...

Woke up with a headache yesterday, cuz I didn't really sleep last night. Not much anyway. But I still went to school, cuz it was only a headache right? So yeah, I went to school and I was okay till double science. Must have been my bitchy science teacher... She refused to let me get a panadol and then scolded me for copying Saki's work. What the hell?! Did she think I really wanted to look at the blurry overhead when I already had a headache?!?!

We switched classrooms after the first period, and she finally let me get a panadol. So I gave my books to Jan and told him to save me a place - bad move. He saved me a place all right. With some randoms. And he thought it was funny?!?! Oh yeahh, I found it hilarious... So hilarious I refused to talk to him and spent the whole period thinking of revenge plans.

So then I spent the whole of break sitting in the sun and bitchin' about my bitchy science teacher and Jan to Jen. I felt better after that... (:

Maths was ok. It usually is. Cept I refused to do anything cuz hyperbolas won't be any use to me EVER. I was kinda hyper actually, must have been the panadol?

Debating was moved forward yesterday. Haha. Debating... HAHA. Hard to believe I really do it, but it's so slack and I need to do a co-curricular. Beats calligraphy or Scrabble club anyway. Yeah, so I persuaded Jo to hang around after school with me while Jen, Charlotte and Max (Chapman aka the nerd) had orchestra or something. We hung around and chatted about everything. How guys mood swings are worse than our PMS ones. Like somedays when you walk past and you say hi, they ignore you. Then the next day they come up and accuse you of ignoring them. Urgh. MEN!

Went for debating and nearly fell asleep while I was chairing. The other school was having a fashion parade after the debate. HAHA. I was dozing off during the debate and forgot to time. I started the clock like 15s later. Hahaha. And we laughed so hard at the adjudicators name. Zoya mcintosomethingsomething, aka Zoya Sauce (the work of the Max Factor XD)

Went home, took a panadol and slept at 9pm. It actually was a pretty good sleep. And a pretty good end to a horrible day.

I didn't look hard enough and didn't see the dark clouds in the sky. The storm will return??

Edit; 5.38pm
Hahaha. Ivys request to upload pics of my friends and life in Syd has been done. I uploaded 8 pics of the parties I've been too. I'm not in them thankyouverymuch. Happy looking~! And Ivy, I have the right to know which ones u think are cute. HAHA. XP I uploaded them for your sake ya know...

250805

2005-08-25T16:14:00.000+10:00

Today was an OK day. Haha. Yesterday was urgh, weird. I dunno. Hope you had a good day to Liz. XD Miss you loads kay? I'll see you soon~ ^.^

Me and Elise pretended to be mad at Jan. Haha. We did the old whisper-nothing-to-each-other-then-look-at-Jan-and-laugh trick. Hehe. Then Max joined in. Ahahaha. It's actually not funny right? XD

I love the Crazy Frog song~! Woohoo~! GO CRAZY FROG!!!

Ms Chase left!!!! YESSS~! Me, Ed and Jen were so happy we were dancing to some random song we learnt in religion. Ed's influence of course...

I'm glad the storm has passed and the water's all calm again

230805

2005-08-23T16:11:00.000+10:00

Gonna blog to kill time while my iPod charges. Then I'll go do all the math homework I didnt do. Haha. 2 weeks worth... FUN~! (That's why I need my iPod)

Kept on getting into trouble today. Cuz I was talking. Haha. Not really my fault. I had slack lessons today.

During double history elective, we basically talked our way through the first period. We talked about everything. Our pets and even, hah, how guys definitely spend more time doing their hair then we do. So so true right? During the 2nd period we went to the library and ahem, worked on our projects... yess... coughbookonnamescough.

DAMN JAN. We used blue foam in DT, and it's like styrofoam. So we were filing it, and all the little bits came out (duh). His idea of fun was to rub 2 pieces of styrofoam on my head. Blue stuff on your hair's a great look. And you say I'm mean?!

Cling film, Glad wrap, CLINGALERT!!!! :D

220805

2005-08-22T17:09:00.000+10:00

Hahaha. It was so darn funny.

Went to Starbucks after school with Jen, Cathy (her sister) and (sadly), Angie. Haha. Just like in Singapore after school in Pri 6. Happy happy times. XD

Anyway, me, Jen and Cathy actually don't like Angie, and it was so funny watching Cathy pretend to like Angie.

Cathy: Gill, do you know I hate this girl in your year with super small eyes and plays the violin really well, and who shall remain nameless even though you know who she is?
Gill: Hahahaha. Yeah, I know her, and I hate her too. She's so ___(insert what you hate about Angie here and begin long rant on how much you hate her)

Mann... I love Cathy. She's sucha hypocrite in a funny way. Angie said Cathy and Jen look Chinese. HAHA. Theyre Korean stupid! *slaps forehead* DUH?!

I'm having a good rant here...

The worlds spinning. I think I'm gonna die.

OH OH OH. You should see the scratch I have . WAIT. Lemme take a pic of it.

There it is. Isn't it gorgeous? I did it myself. *Smiles proudly*

Saki actually did it for me using red pen. Chill Ivy. It's fake. I didn't cut myself.

210805

2005-08-21T11:13:00.000+10:00

Tasie's cocktail party yesterday~! We all got drunk. Haha. On non-alcoholic drinks. XD Her parents make good bartenders...

Before her party, me, Elise, Jo and Jo went to see Skeleton Key. Haha. It was so funny. Me and Jo walked down Military Road in our cocktail dresses, we got a few strange looks... Hahaha. So, the Skeleton Key was supposed to be a scary movie. But it wasn't. We were all prepared to scream and then start laughing, but there were no ghosts. It was actually more gory than scary. And the ending was so cool. Me and Elise started laughing at the scary part. I dunno why. It was teh scariest part in the movie, and suddenly I started laughing. The guys behind us hate us now...

So after the movie, we went to look for a present for Tasie. Cept we kinda forgot that on Saturday most of the shops close at 5+. So we bought her chocs from the supermarket. Haha. We walked all around Mosman in heels. Not easy... But we are very amazing..

Tasie's party was so funny. She had the kara-ok thingy on, and we were singing along to Disney songs. Me and Clare sung in our worst voices. Hahaha. Then we had... photo taking~! Woohoo~! In all our pretty pretty cocktail dresses!!! ^.^ And all 17 of us managed to squash onto her bed and sofa. Pretty amazing. We played truth or dare and just talked. And since it was an all-girls party, we had a major bitchin' session about the guys. Ahahaha. Ed would have loved it so so so much.

I came home at 10.45 and have been sleeping ever since. I was so tired. Thats about 12 hrs. Non stop. Haha.

190805

2005-08-19T16:09:00.000+10:00

I feel emotionless. Like...I feel no emotion. Or maybe I do. Maybe it's sadness; without the sad part. But that wouldn't make sense would it? Its not sadness... I won't let myself feel that way.

You know what I hate the most?? Being ignored. I hate being ignored. Especially intentional ignoring. Hah. As if I don't know that you can see me. Urgh. Whatever.

I'm not gonna sweat the small stuff.

Had sports photos today. Bludged more than 1 period of science. Yesss. But I still had to do my darn Science presentation on SARS. No one listened. And I'm so glad. It felt like I was talking to myself and stupid Ms Crisp.

Yeah, so sports photos. It was really fun actually. We hung around for like what? 45 min? Took the photos for less than 10 minutes, and then didn't bother to go back to class. Very worth it to miss science~!

Haha. see? I'm actually not sad. Just emotionless.

180805

2005-08-18T17:53:00.000+10:00

Dammit. Gav killed my good mood. So I'll blog about the bad stuff before the good stuff.

Hahaha. You think I really care?! Haha. Screw you. I hate you anyway. Go see a physchiatrist. You need help. Badly.

That's all the bad stuff that happened. Actually, it's not really bad. More... Amusing? hehe. Anyway, glad thats over.

Actually, what I'm not glad that's over is hockey. ='( Nooo. Went to Macquarie for our last so-called training, where we did everything BUT hockey. Haha. It was really fun. We played soccer for a while, then we kinda stopped and just talked. Kinda late for team bonding, but yeah. We played duck duck goose too. XD It was really really fun. The best hockey practice ever~!

Gonna finish my science project now. Yep, finish it. Not start and complete it. There's a diff. It's due tomorrow and I started before Angie. OMG! What's the world coming to???

170805

2005-08-17T15:52:00.000+10:00

Yesterday was kinda a suck shit day, so I didn't really wanna go to school today... but I did (I couldn't find anything wrong with me sadly), and it wasnt too bad.

Last night was T.T opening night, so everyone was invited to go see the wonderful T.Ts of yr 9. It was really cool... But the refreshments kinda sucked though. Looked shifty... =
Anywayy, today was actually a pretty normal day. Mai and Ed got married during chapel. Haha. Ed marries a new girl every week, and breaks up with them after he gets drunk at the reception. he was supposed to marry me, but thank God he didnt. i dunno why. but hey, i officially have eternal happiness. XD

Me, Tasie and Mai are the only members of Ed's Exs Association, but at the rate he's going, by the time its the end of the year, everyone will be in it.

Bludged science legally. XD We went to see the tutor tasks again. haha. yayy~! She couldnt check our non existent homwork...

Our math teacher didnt come, so we had 2 free periods. the first sub talked to us about make up and shoes : you can never ever ever have too many pairs of shoes or makeup. the second sub didn't care, so i learnt korean:

*clears throat*
babo : idiot
dack cho byon tae : shut up you pervert!!!

Haha. We spent the rest of the period drawing.. POKEMON!

120805

2005-08-12T21:45:00.000+10:00

Happy... I am so happyyyy~....

Hahaha. I dunno why I'm so happy. Actually... maybe I do.

Just came back from hockey. It was like 5 degrees outside and we were playing in the super flimsy team shirt and mini P.E skirt / basketball shorts! How absolutely fun and exciting!!!! XD It wasn't that bad actually. First half anyway... Second half my hands kinda died on me. Me and Clara were the cheering squad. I'm soo proud of myself, for the last hockey match, I fully and whole heartedly cheered for Trevors. Woohoo! Go me!

Hung out at Clara's house before the match. Watched wrestling, cartoons and pigged out infront of the TV. Very cool.

AND T.T is finally finally FINALLY over!!!!!! AAAHHHH!!!! yay!!!! Spent all of last night doing it, and stupid Max told me it was cheap. urgh. haha, it kinda was actually... it was supposed to be an 8 month process, not a 2 night process. (:

It was kinda funny. I beat up JM today. Ahahaha. DMJ saw me doing that, and wasnt very impressed. He gave me some pointers. Riiight. Year 10s are just slightly strange. But whatever. I'm in a good good mood~!

I love my hockey team! We rock, even though kokor says we suck. ^_^;;

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2005-08-10T18:22:00.000+10:00

Been cutting out my calander while waiting for blogger to load - yepp. Comp speed down to 28.8kb again. 2 days!! Ive gotta survive this slow speed for 2 days! No prob. I gotta finish my T.T anyway. Due friday!! x_____X

(im a lossssserrrrrrrrrrrrr and i(gillian) cant do mathhhhhhhhhh. but my brother(gerald/genius) is a genius and im so glad he's here. now everyone thinks im so smart because i keep getting stuff write. i mean right. ) -> Courtesy of Gerald~! XDD (he blackmailed me into saying that)

Chapel rocked today. Amazing!!! Tasie and Ed were gonna get married in chapel, and... haha. yeah, we tried to do the normal wedding stuff, but we were late so we couldnt sit in the front and have the walk. we had the reception at school... wine (staminade) and cold spaghetti bolagnese, courtesy of the SCECGS Redlands canteen.

Maths was fun. Whoa~. We were in the comp room doing our project. Actually, talking to Kevin, Jo, Saki and Jen. Learning Korean. Haha. It was funnn~.

SHIT. Charlotte just told me my hist proj is due tomorrow. SHIT SHIT SHIT.

090805

2005-08-09T17:50:00.001+10:00

Why do I even bother huh? What's the point anyway?? Why do I even care? Hah. At least I channeled all that negative energy into anger and let it all out during hockey. Seriously, why bother? They suck. I hate them. Why did I even care again?

Had Camp DARE today. It was so funny. Kinda boring at times, but funny. Better than having the first 4 periods, though it should be on Wed. Missing double commerce is always good...

I was in a bad mood after the first hour of school. Sad, but true. During lunch me and Jo isolated ourselves and listened to her mp3. Full volume. Just to block the outside world and vent our anger.

I dont wanna go to school tomorrow. I havent finished my commerce project, and powerpoint just died on me. I have 3 days to make a whole calendar. I'm dead.

Just shoot me why dont you?

EDITED // 6.29pm
Hahaha. Ignore my post above. I dont care. They don't care. You don't care. We're all happy and living in a carefree world! (:

Anywayy, my hockey team rocks! XD Yeah, so Tre(a)vors sucks sometimes, but hockey is a great way of venting anger, and well yeah. Haha. It's prob cuz hockey was the most fun thing I did today that's why I love my hockey team. ^.^ Whatever. I think its PMS. Mood swings time!!!!

Live for today right?

060805

2005-08-06T13:42:00.000+10:00

WOOHOO~! I ACED MY MATHS TEST!!!!!! *does exaggerated victory dance like those soccer players when they score goals* 75%!!!!!!!!!!! I ROCK~!!!

Tasie's havin a COCKTAIL party. how cool's that? we're all gonna wear dresses and stuff!! And I have no excuse not to go cuz I ACED MY MATHS TEST!!!

how cool am i? ^_^;;

im not hyper, just happy~!

040805

2005-08-04T17:37:00.000+10:00

Sucha bludge day today! So fun~!

Spent double chinese talking to Jen. Ms Lang caught us soo many times. But she couldn't really complain cuz we did all the work already...

Elective hist we had... JAP FOOD!!!! Cept there was seaweed on the sushi and I don't like seaweed. I pretended I was allergic, but no one believed me. So we tore apart the sushi and left the seaweed. XDD

Amalie banged into me during hockey, and according to Clare, i flew. Whoa~. We were both charging for the ball (it's a drill kinda thing) and wham bam, she bangs into me and hits my head, and i fall down. It was reallyyy funny. I'm kinda sufferin from concussion now? Although according to Amalie, it was my fault. ^.-

On the way back, DMJ nuggeted Fongs bag and blazer. It was HILARIOUS. Fong found out about the blazer, and thought it was all that DMJ nuggeted, then he went "It doesn't take the whole bus ride to nugget a blazer you know..." then Fong found his bag... HAHAHA. The look on his face was priceless. Ahahaha.

Why did I tell you all that? Anyway, going to look for that stupid gallipoli stuff.

030805

2005-08-03T18:41:00.000+10:00

iTunes is lagginggggg. darn.

Soo... Had our first math test with Ms Slone (??) and it was... Ok. Like I could do some, but I so know I screwed some of the rest. =/ Not gonna think about it.

We have to do a project for maths. HAHA. That's crazy!! But it's kinda cool cuz we're doing statitics and stuff, and we're learning all these wacked up words, like quantitative and qualitative... (Try saying statistics 10 times in a row reallyyy fast) As if those words aren't hard enough to understand already, Laurence the comp nerd comes up with all these even more chim and weirder words. =/ Why make the world more complicated than it already is?

So anyway, we're doing a proj on gathering data and stuff, and we're doing it in grps. Me, Sakim and Yuki... the geniuses!!! XD We were thinkin of chatting up random guys and measuring their leg hair, since Ms Slone said we could do anything... but that would be reallyy gross. Imagine ACTUALLY doing that... HAHA.

Here's the scenario : We test in on one of our friends first... Jan cuz he wouldnt beat us up like Max or JM.

Saki, Gill & Yuki: Hey Jan. How's it going?
Jan: Hi.
Saki: Weather's good today isn't it? (trying to make small talk)
Jan: It's raining.
Gill: Yeah... We, um, like the rain...
Yuki: Soooo...
(Jan raises an eyebrow and looks strangely at us)
Gill: Well...
Saki: Umm...
Gill: Could we, um...
Saki: Measure your, uhh...
Yuki: LEG HAIR?
(Three of them start laughing like physchopaths. Jan looks as if we forgot to take our medicine)
Jan: WHAT?!?!
Yuki: Could we measure your leg hair?
Saki: Yeah, it's for maths
Jan: WHAT?!?!
(Gill's laughter is heard in the background)
Saki: Maths. You know, 1+1 (attempting to make small talk again)
(Yuki starts taking out equipment - ruler, pencil, measuring equipment...)
Gill: Don't worry, this wont hurt.
(They start measuring)

HAHA. That's the scenario we cooked up while we were *ahem* discussing the proj.

YEAH. Ok. I had choc before maths ok?! If not how would I have survived the test?!?!?!

020805

2005-08-02T18:44:00.000+10:00

ahaha. i survived p.e - just barely. Mr Lee made us run round the church... 7 times. pure torture i tell you. even Vic thinks so - he didn't make us run rounds. ^.^ yep. my whole hockey team should thank me and clara for that.

Ms Lang got mad at us during chinese. Darn. Haha. It was funny. Wang was chuckin' stuff at the people behind us, while me and Jen were discussing very important stuff, aka gossip bout um, people, and suddenly Wang turns around and says something like "Omg you like Jan?" Haha. And I go, "Omg. Wang like Jan?" reallyyy loudly so almost everyone hears. And his friends echo me even louder... and the rumour spreads. Haha. Nick told me to tell Jan that Wang's slightly attracted to him when I see him... and I did. HAHA. It was so funny, even though I bet he knew it was a joke. Now Wang's kinda mad at me... Oh well. XD It's a tit for a tat...

Haha. It's the partying time of the year. All my friends are thinkin' of having parties... time to go study maths!

310705

2005-07-31T14:48:00.000+10:00

Mai's party was rawkin' fun dude!!!!

Had 2 hockey matches yesterday and nearly died. It was freakin hot for winter. I actually sweated! Oookay. Maybe that's too much info. We lost both. Double losers. I would be depressed, but I was looking forward to Mai's party too much. XD

Mai's party was interesting. Most people kinda came as groups of something. Cheerleaders, Fairy Angel Princesses (HAHA), goths... and Ed was a nun!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. He answered the door, and when I saw him I stood on the door and laughed for 5 minutes. You should see him in the pictures Mai took... all holy and everything. ^.^ Jan actually thought he went to the wrong house when Ed answered. HAHAHA.

But most of the other guys didnt dress up as anything. Ed ditched the nun outfit after a while. Most of the guys watched the movie, cept Ed, who gossiped with us. That's all we did all night. Gossip. Prob gossiped about every single person in the school. XD

I'll get Mai to send me the photos and upload them ASAP.

im lovin' life now~

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2005-07-28T20:57:00.000+10:00

im so dead. i cant do any of my assignments cuz...

well, for history we're supposed to do a film review on a movie we watched in class. easy right? since im sooo good at thinkin of crap to make it really touching. BUT i didnt watch the FREAKIN movie. why? cuz it was so boring and i was sleepin, like the rest of the class. i only remember this random guy trying to beat a horse in running... and i only remember that cuz we watched it 5 times. australian history is so damn boring.

and for commerce, we're supposed to find 3 songs to do with investing. is this some sorta conspiracy against me??? we already had to make a soundtrack last term for Romeo and Juliet and I had enough trouble tryin to look for LOVE songs. and the music worlds crammed full with love songs. songs on investment? are there even any songs on that? why would anyone write a song about that anyway?

thats my sad sad life full of even sadder assignments. teachers seriously needa realise that copying other teachers ideas for assignments are UNACCEPTABLE.

dont worry, im calm and happy. i just needa rant on about how suck shit my assignments are. really. im just being a drama queen. i'll finish it in time. i always do. (yeah right)

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2005-07-27T17:17:00.000+10:00

athletics carnival was sucha bludge. haha. it was fun, in a boring way.

obviously, the slackers we are, we took part in as little events as possible. only 100m with elise, which was sucha failure cuz we were laughing throughout the whole thing. and the schools full of running freaks.

yeah, the rest of the time we hung out with the "dumolos". hah. only me, charlotte and clare are actually in dumolo, but the rest sneaked over and became dumolo-ers too. we walked in and out of the stadium like 20 times?? just cuz we had nothing to do. it was a waste of my time, but all worth it to miss double maths. :)

oh, and we lost. last actually. even though most of the champions were from dumolo. we lost to cowper. that just sucks. i mean its cowper. according to everyone, cowper is the loser house. as mr nunan would say, thats just not on. but im over it anyway. we've blamed it on wang (for jinxing us and saying dumolo would come first), fran (for entering so many races and givin cowper loads of participation points) and everyone else cept us.

hey, i never said my life was interesting...

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2005-07-26T17:30:00.000+10:00

today was the coolest day ever. i mean. since school started. best hockey pratice, craziest geog and DT lesson... XD

sooo during geog, saki had saxaphone lessons or something, so yuki and charlotte ditched me. partly cuz i was late. it was eds fault. anywayy, so i sat behind them, with some random-guy-turned-new-friend/enemy, Jan (pronounced Yan). and it was hell. its like sitting with Charlotte. =S both mega annoying, talk to themselves 24/7. and his stupidly stupid pen blew up and landed... yep. on me. my forehead to be exact. whee. haha. but that totally broke the ice and we started talkin after that. my weapon to passin boring geog lessons. but usually i like geog. mr william's cool.

durin lunch, elise broke up with me. ='( haha. not really, but we have some girl-girl relationship fad going on here, so we're all pretendin to be going out with each other. XD its kinda funny. im married to kirst, datin elise (was at least) and cheatin on elise with Jo. HAHA. it's so cool. like a soap opera. anyone else wanna join my lesbian soap opera life?

and oh God. Jan is in my DT class. =S =/ ='( nothin much happened there since mr baldwin split us all up. cuz we didnt finish our drawings and stuff. and there was loads of room.

haha. hockey was wicked cool / fun. it was freakin windy at Tania Park and we were getting blown around. seriously. it was sucha slack hockey practise. duh. thats why it was the best. mr altschul stressed on teamwork this week (so we might actually getta shot at winnin). thats virtually impossible since the year 10s are sexist.

mini mufti day tomorrow~! its the athletics carnival and we getta wear house colour tshirts with the school tracksuit and stuff. its not really a mufti day, but it is at the same time. ^^,

decided to go preppy for mais party. mini harajuku girl! pleated skirt, layered top, knee high socks, exotic hairstyle...

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2005-07-24T20:35:00.000+10:00

okay. so kill me. instead of doing my science project this afternoon, i made a layout. and instead of doing it now, im bloggin.

haha whatever. i managed to let mum lemme go to mai's party after hell a lotta whining. darn. i knew i shouldnt have told her that story about the wild drunk party and the mini-riot-on-the-highway story. now shes kinda paranoid. =/ relaxxx... im not so stupid like SOMBODY (eg kokor) and get drunk and waste my very precious youth.

yesterday, went for dinner with dads friends (again) and it was dead boring for the first few hours. until some bright kid had the idea of going down to his house a few floors down, where they actually had stuff to do. so we watched the Pacifier and ate american popcorn. haha. it was pretty cool. me and gav know practically all the line - we've seen it THAT many times. but it rocks and its so darn funny.

i have to make this entry long. dont know why. but i just feel like it.

ok. i have nothin to say. gonna find ~~thing to dress up as for Mai's party~~ uhh... research teh history of the microscope. yeah. thats it.

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2005-07-21T17:34:00.000+10:00

if killin' were legal, i'd have killed my whole hockey team by now. ok, maybe only travors and max. yeah, i know travors or trevors or whatever it is is only doing his job, but he needs to get a less annoyin' voice man. and he needs to control it so he doesnt shout when you're tryin' to hit. and there are too many reasons why i should kill max to list here.

aagh. t.t due tomorrow. GUESS WHAT?! i finished my 1000 word essay BEFORE school started how cool am i? haha. thats like the only time ive EVER finished something more than 24 hours before it's due. i truly amaze myself sometimes. oh, cept for the fact that i havent actually done the ACTUAL PROJECT. but no one needs to know that, and i can bluff my way through until 12 Aug, when we HAVE to present it and stuff. hopefully, by then itll be done and yay~! i can breathe freely again.

ah whatever. i still have to highlight and anotate that super eng book. ='( that means i have to read it. aaaahhh.

notice ive been bloggin everyday? its called 'putting of t.t' and i ALWAYS do that. but im gonna do it now. really.

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2005-07-20T18:27:00.000+10:00

ahaha. im so happy one of my friend's love life is going sky high~! and that makes me happy cuz i helped. ahaha. i never knew i was sucha good matchmaker. okaay, dont count my chickens before they hatch. its not like theyre going out (yet), but they will. trust my matchmakin instincts yeah?

why am i tellin u this?

today was sucha bludge day~. we had this tchr for science, and she treated us like little kids and it was so darn funny. and some people were (so obviously) bluffin with their names, and she didnt even realise. HAHAHA. oh, and she gave us jelly beans when we answered the question right. HAHAHA. saki is easily bribed by jelly beans.

and our new maths teacher skiped the first math lesson. whoopdeewee~! did some problems for one lesson and talked through the other one. yay. too bad i hate her already.

question 3a. how many ways are there for a couple to have 3 children?

HAHAHAHA. man that IS funny~!!!

ew. my locker is infested by milo thanks to max and fraser. *rolls eyes*. cant tom come back from england already? those guys are drivin me nuts with those drinks they keep poring into his locker. and its dribblin into mine. ='(

AND i finished HP 6 already~! even though some freak in my maths class finished it in 4 hrs. :) and he was tellin the world the ending before i got to it. ): too bad i always always ALWAYS skip to the last few pages whenever i read interesting bks. old habit.

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2005-07-19T20:37:00.000+10:00

back to school today. whee. *waves invisible pompoms*

school was kinda quiet today, by the time end of school rolled round anyway. we claim it's jetlag, but it's actually cuz we're not adjusted to waking up early and stuff. me anyway. ah whatever. im not even jetlagged.

mr pryor went on long service leave. somewhere cool, sailing. (nooooo). got some boring sub. no comment on her.

okaay. no one, not even gav (until this morning), told me that it was week 2 and not week 1. not that it made any diff, but still?! so we had p.e. and guess what we did??? BEEP TEST~! *squeals* how fun. but before that, he made us do push ups and crunches, blah and blah. some stair run. and considering the only exercise i did was shopping and running after the bus (once), i had loadssss of fun.

and at lunch, max strikes again *rolls eyes* darn & aagh. it was fur-eezing, so i was sitting on jo to keep warm. and i stole jen's bottle to getta drink, jo moved (accidentally) and i ACCIDENTALLY spilled water on his pants. any sane person wouldnt really care, but nooo, not max. what does he do? start a water fight. and incase you didnt know, you can actually FEEL the water when your wearing tights. (bet you can't feel much in those pants) and water cools REALLY fast in the FREEZING weather we have here. top it of with how cold i'm already AND 2 moody girls, you getta full fleged wrestling / water fight.

casualties & injuries : jo's mp3 - treated and well with my back and sweater.
gill & jo : cold and wet. no treatment except REVENGE.

ok. and thats all that happened. i should go read my eng book, but nah. too boring. fantasy? pfuit. just read HP, cept itd be too thick and heavy to carry. teachers, really AAGH material. XDD

2005-07-15T18:04:00.000+10:00

haha. its tigger~! this post is dedicated to... TIGGER!

10 things you needa know about TIGGER :

10. he's not a tiger, he's a tigGer. tigers are FAKE tigGers.

9. he's NOT fat, just big boned... and BIG bellied.

8. He's the star of Winnie the Pooh, not Winnie, or Eeyore and especially not Piglet.

7. He loves BIG HUGS & above.

6. According to him, he has lots of friends. e.g : Aladdin, the magic carpet, Simba.

5. Sher Khan (from the Jungle Book) is a tiger (so he's FAKE). Not Tigger's friend.

4. He HAS teeth and loves steak.

3. Survived many operations.

2. He's "slightly" hunchbacked.

1. He was born in Africa, Made in China and currently lives in... 100 Akre Wood.

By : gillian, kokor, gav, and tigger. XD

going through a tigger phase again~!

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2005-07-14T17:33:00.000+10:00

back in sydney, and actually, i have nothing to say. supposed to be doing tutor task, but im jetlagged. yeah. like my brain can really function after getting about 3 hrs sleep.

im sooo bored. watched 2 discs of Deb's Naruto CD already.

err... ok. i think i'll go redo my whole friendster thingy. change all the photos and everything.

i WILL do my T.T tmr. i swear. ^.^

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2005-07-14T01:10:00.000+10:00

back in the lounge, typing an entry for the whole world to see. hey, i think someone's looking at me type this. HELLO. get ur nose back into your comp KAY-P-O!!!

just had a thingy of haagen dazs ice cream and i think im kinda hyper...

okay, people are looking and i feel weird. write tmr, when, sadly, ill be in sydney. ='(

080705

2005-07-09T00:28:00.000+10:00

just 2 words and a number...

99 RED BALLOONS!!!!!

that song rocks!!!

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2005-07-02T00:04:00.000+10:00

yay! back in Singapore! ^0^

so on wednesday, i spent the whole 7hrs++ on the plane watching movies. the pacifier, my wedding date and some of ms congeniality 2. haha. and daddy so very nicely bought me my iPod mini!!!!!!! yay thx daddy! i didnt think he would ACTUALLY buy it, but i'm not complaining. XD so now im being very guai and listening to my parents, and even kokor. cuz then he'll help me download songs into it and charge it.

on thursday we went to Parkway and um, shopped around. then went to meet liz, deb and jess at school where i waited for like 20 minutes?? some teacher was talking to them about IAP and i stood out there looking like a LOSER. ): went to bugis and ate, chat and walked around all linked together. we were trying to look for tubes and halters, and spent 20 minutes in Fox... and DIDNT buy anything! haha. but it was fun. XDD

hard to believe but, i ACTUALLY had tuition today. mum made me since my maths is very weak and blah blah blah. um. i dont think it made a difference... after that i snuck onto kokors computer and downloaded some songs. just before i was about to die of boredom and begin a fight with gav, Liz called me and we decided to go to TM since I was going there with Gav and Abel later. So we walked around and went into every single clothes shop (that was cheap and affordable). Met Gav and Abel at McDs at 6 for "dinner" and (haha) they bullied Liz. By the way, I don't think they're sorry at all...

Watched War of the Worlds with them and damn, it was scary. I wasted $9.50, I spent most of the movie hiding. Hah. I knew we should have gone to watch A Lot Like Love... The plot is cool, but the effects are scary. =S

Going to Orchard (finally) tomorrow. Yay!

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2005-06-28T19:57:00.000+10:00

All you need to know :

wake up: 8.30am
Leave the house: 9.30am++
take off: 11am
land: SGT 5.45pm
reach home: 6.30pm++
call Liz: is 8.00 good?

cant wait~

the Wake Me Up When September Ends vid is sad. how would i know? all ive been doing these 2 days is watch tv and use the comp >> make surprises for gav. haha. go to his friendster and see all the cool surprises i made for him. XD

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2005-06-27T20:05:00.000+10:00

Check it out! New layout.! XD Got bored of the pink one and I wanted a new one before going to S'pore. Dont know why.

Walked around Cremorne with Gav today. Walked to Blockbuster, hoping to rent some DVDs to kill time, but nooo, you gotta be a member to rent it. Walked around and then I dragged Gav off to Starbucks. XD Waited for aaaages for my Chocolate Caramel Mocha then we walked all the way back. Intresting walk huh?

Chester got stuck in the toilet this morning. Mum was going to bathe him, so she went to change to shorts and left him in the toilet. The lock was jammed or something, and he was stuck there for about 2 hrs. Had to call the locksmith to get him out. Poor Chessie. He was not happy.

Me and Gav gonna watch Hermie tomorrow to kill time. Tickets are on sasle, half price! (: 2 in one~!

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2005-06-26T16:49:00.000+10:00

went to Chatswood to watch Madagascar with... Jen, Jo, Elise, Saki, Yuki, Clare, Angie and Jess (i think?). Madagascar rocks~!

first met up with Jo, Jen and Elise half and hour earlier cuz we wanted to get coffee, but we kinda had craving for chocolate, so we went to the best hot chocolate shop ever. dont know the name, but it seriously rocks. me and Elise ordered Souka (or something like that), which is a kinda make your own hot chocolate thingy. they give you a candle, a stand, a cup and a spraw (spoon-straw) and you melt the chocolate bits they give you and add the milk. and voila, hot chocolate at its best~! cool huh. it costs $6 but its sooo worth it. XD

While Jo was drinking her normal hot choc, me and Elise went to David Jones to make use of the free makeup testers. hehe. we said we'd only be 10 minutes, but we got carried away with the boots, hats and makeup. hehe.

So then we were late for the movie. We left Chatswood Chase 15min before the movie started, but thank God Clare was at the front of the queue and we got our ticks 5 minutes later. After running in the rain and climbing a never ending escalator.

Me and Elise spent most of the time chucking popcorn at everyone. haha. After the movie we had a major popcorn fight and kinda messed up the place. XD tsk. then we went out singing i like to move it, move it. etc etc. it was wild~

Oh yeah, we made out characters for ourselves. Me and Elise are those cool penguins who save the day and "killed" the evil humans. muahaha. we're cool. and Elise is also that chipmunk / squirrel thingy that got sacrificed. HAHA.

Went home with Angie and we spent the whole time gossiping. MUAHAHA. And then. Just as I get of the bus, it starts raining. So I had to run home in the rain. Alone. No fun. Its only fun when you have people to run with.

THREE MORE DAYS TO SINGAPORE~!

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2005-06-25T11:01:00.000+10:00

this term was wayyy better than the last one. maybe cuz there was no camp? but anyway, i think i was closer to all my friends here so it passed much quicker and was more fun. we actually had excursions, got through that laaame exam week, had mufti day, 3 BBQs and... lotsa drama. haha. yeah, i dont love scecgs loads and loads and loads, but like Mr OB said, even though we have tattered blinds and coloured-chewing-gum-under-the-table tables, theres something about scecgs that makes you at least like it. guess its the people. we had some interesting things here; JMs slap, Elise's final break up with her 6 month++ bf on the last day of school, the wild drunk party etc etc. so, im gonna be all christan-ish and thank everyone. haha. i like being corny once in a while. but i promise, its only a once a term thing. XD

Liz, Deb, Jess & Ivy
Stacey, Sum yi, Sherrie & Wendy
my girl pals group; all 17 of you; Jen, Jo(anne), Jo(hanna), Mai, Saki, Yuki, Tasie, Francessca, Amalie, Clare, Charlotte, Angie, Kirsty, Elise, Hatty, Hayley, and ME. XD
my guy pals; Wedward, Maxi, Wang, Nick, Jono, Tom & Ben.

reminder : MUST START PACKING!!!

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2005-06-24T16:18:00.000+10:00

SCHOOLS OUT!!!!!!!!!!

muahaha. im so happy~ i think we're supposed to clear our lockers... but me and Tom couldnt be bothered. so we just tidied our lockers. its so neat now and we're proud of it. ^O^

Mr OBs last day. ='( was a very sad lesson. betcha our next teachers gonna suck. ='(

me and jo were gonna stalk some people, but she didnt come so i spent music msging her from behind my scarf. muahaha. ms brodie didnt even know. and i got 100% for my didgeridoo~. but i gave it away. when you're so great and wonderful, you have to be generous and give it away to the less fortunate, aka jono.

SCHOOLS OUT~!

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2005-06-23T17:44:00.000+10:00

mufti day was great~! im not even gonna bother calling it SRC day. but i feel really tired. like kinda depressed. i dunno. after such a great, bludge mufti day, going back to school in our boring uniform seems so... plain & boring.

muahaha. so i'll try not to get too depressed and replay mufti day. we did our eng presentation thingy today, and hatty was supposed to go first, but she had a breakdown so we played the good friend and before dr sloan could pick on her, volunteered ourselves. aahh. today was sucha good friend day. XD so that meant i had no time to be nervous. good. i should do that more often.

we watched HP and the Chamber of Secrets during chinese, in chinese. how lame is that? they sounded so funny. haha

and lunch. that was the best. definitely the highlight of the whole day. thats where all the cool stuff happens anyway. we all couldnt be bothered to change for sports, cuz... it was too cold and why would we wanna change outta our gorgeous outfits anyway? (: there was live music from the kinda sucky rockband, but it was fun. even though they kinda sucked shit, the atmosphere was there, so yeah, i guess it made it all better. XD so me, kirst and jo were all jumping about with our hair everywhere. haha.

ms gray must hate mufti days. she cant scream at us for having our top buttons undone, not tying our hair etc etc. aahh poor women. x)

and then we played good friend part 2. comforting elise cuz she broke up with her bf. long story, but in the end she got back with him. yesss. she went in one big circle, and ended up in the same place.

hockey was better than usual. it rained halfway, no wait. we got there and it already was raining, but we still had to train. but then it kinda rained heavily so we stopped and went to watch vids. which is worse? watching vids on hockey, or actually playing? anywayy, we had to play after a while and it was really slack, cuz no one really brought their p.e stuff. and one random guy was sheltering the coach with an umbrella cuz it was raining. haha. it was so funny. he had to chase mr altschul cuz he was playing with us. me, katie, clare and amalie were really slacking. chatting when the ball wasnt at our side and when it finally came, we were shouting me me me! and over here! over here! vying for attention. haha.

so that was my great day. for once, it really and truly was. yay~

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2005-06-22T15:59:00.000+10:00

today was freakin cold. it was sunny and cloudless, as usual, but the wind was like ice. so Jo brought her totally cool striped mittens, that were attached to each other by string, and we shared them and tangled people up. haha. it was so cute. like she was my dog. or maybe i was her dog since it was her gloves.

and we had the best math lesson. party and we had sooo much junk food. i feel kinda sick now. and since we were doing probability, we played card games. some monti hall game thingy. then we played blackjack and stress during the party. haha. we placed bets using maltesers, cept we ate them all before the game started. =X

okay. i should really go do my eng speech now. ~~mufti day~~ SRC day is gonna be so fun~

2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL~

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2005-06-21T16:57:00.000+10:00

today was another slow day. spent the first 2 periods trying on the new school tracksuits, which arent that bad cept for the BRIGHT YELLOW FLARES. what is it with the school and yellow? after that we had a discussion with barbara bout getting drunk and stuff. it was cool. it wasnt a lecture or anything. it was actually a discussion. barbara's cool~

that bright yellow is seriously blinding on my white blogger page thingy. yea, the flares are that bright on our trackpants. we're all gonna go blind!!!

i bugged jen to bring her digi cam to school for mufti and take pics. and im gonna try ask dad to lemme bring, but 99.9999% he wont.

3 more sloww days of school till the hols~

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2005-06-20T16:14:00.000+10:00

time has a grudge against me. it hates me. today was the slowest day ever. mondays are generally slow, but today was the slowest.

im so smart. mr OB gaves us this IB maths question, and amazingly, i actually knew how to do it~! woohoo~! im so smart!!!! muahahaha. okaayy. so everyone in the room knew how to do it too. but nobody cares about them. XD

to ivy & eveyone else who wants to go to that IP course and do IB: be jealous of me. be very jealous of me. i dont have to fill in any forms or do any tests or get good marks or anything if i wanna do IB. i can just... go~. haha. okkaayy. that was lame. i just felt like being mean.

yay we got white for mufti day. go CJ~ picked a good colour. better than some awful random colour like yellow or something. yellow doesnt exist in my wadrobe. i only wear blue, black, pink and white. and maybe some other random colour once in a while. but the yr 10s got black. darn. blacks better. but wtv. beats gavs purple. XP

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2005-06-18T14:23:00.000+10:00

God. my parents are making such a big deal outta this get together that is freakin runining my whole entire life.

are they that stupid? do they honestly think that i'll happily tidy up my room for this grand party?! hello?! just so i can go for this grand party, im missing my friends freakin SWEET SIXTEEN.

im just pissed and depressed. dont ask me why i'm making such a big deal outta this party k? it's important to me. and definitely gonna be 100% more fun than this STUPID BLOODY PARTY.

why the hell are they making sucha big deal outta this laaame party. geez. who's gonna step into my room anyway? who's gonna care whether my table is messy or not? hello? its naturally messy. im a messy person. thank God mum hasnt seen my locker. she'll nag at me for the rest of my life.

im so gonna sulk in my room the whole night. i'm a teenager. my room's supposed to be messy. why are they such neat freaks anyway? in the end all my stuff's gonna be packed away and sent to whatever next country we move to. WHATS THE BLOODY DIFFERENCE?!?!?!

the vaccuum cleaners pissing me off
my parents pissed me off
my brother pissed me off
my computer's pissed me off
the whole worlds pissed me off

all of this could have been avoided if you had just let me go to the party. no. you wanna make your life difficult, fine. suffer my sulking and mood swings. its your choice anyway.

i wonder if i could sneak out. i could prob catch a cab there. but i'll be grounded for life. dammit

~~f*ck the whole world.~~

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2005-06-17T19:24:00.000+10:00

ecosnapshot day = disaster + very boring

so you know what i spent the whole day doing? for nearly 6 hrs, i counted drains, watched some water video and designed a poster. yeah. cool huh?

scecgs failed the enviromentally friendly test. HAHA. scecgs sucks big time. everyone hates scecgs, and i do too. my friends are great, really, but how cheapo is scecgs?? they spend like $36 000 on water bills, which is actually only about 2 peoples school fees. amazing huh? SIA pays for my school fees, so i'm not a rich kid who got expelled from her old & normal school and now in scecgs cuz my mummy and daddys are rich. seriously, there are people like that here.

woohoo~ go me! i finished a pack of Thins original chips in a record breaking 5 min!!!

weird entry. anyway, go check out my listings! i spent ages adding more so you MUST see.

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2005-06-16T17:33:00.000+10:00

mums excuse for not letting me go to Mais party is the best one ever. "oh we're having a get together so you cant go". oh yes. i can see it now. all my friends. hey did you know my best friend is a 50 yr old adult who works in the same company as my dad? bet you didn't know that huh? so you see, i'm really happy that i'm skipping my friends party, to hang out with my best friend. its gonna be soo fun. can you see it? we're gonna discuss the stockmarket, the weather and um, whatever else adults talk about. so fun yah?

the party would have been really boring anyway. only going to the movies and a sleepover, where we're going to stay up all night and watch horror movies while max attempts to drug us so we can fall asleep and he can draw on our faces. real boring. discussing the stockmarket is wayyyy better.

im sorry if i'm dumping all my bad mood onto you, i needa vent my anger and the keyboard willingly allows me to. thank you mr keybrd.

lunch was really amusing today. no wait, first chinese. me, jen, shannon and henrietta decided to be back seat rebels and sit at the back and listen. or so it seems. we drew leg hair on the people in the textbook and laughed at them. then we told wang we were laughing at him, and laughed even more when he looked hurt. then shannon said she was allergic to choc and some really exaggerated stuff, and he actually believed her!!! ahaha. wangs just like ivy. i can totally see the similiarities now.

at lunch, jo's friend from korea called and we got her friend really pissed. muahaha. ok, it was actually maxi. me and saki pulled the phone from jo and said hi to her friend. then maxi grabbed it and tried to talk to him. but he didnt understand english or something, so he didnt say anything. blah blah until max told jo's friend to stop harassing her, then he hung up. HAHA. it was funny.

TOCAB - Too Over Confident And Bossy
e.g Trevors

we get bored alot in hockey k? thats what we're gonna call trevors when we're pissed at him so we can gossip bout him without him hearing. XD

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2005-06-15T16:08:00.000+10:00

It's a gorgeous warm, but cool, winters day in gorgeous sydney. a dark blue / grey honda car (i think?) has caused a huge traffic jam cuz a "king-prawn" girl has just gotten out of the car and has to retrieve her bag and blazer and stuff from the back of the car. she doesnt realize that she's caused a traffic jam, cuz the two people in her head are arguing - whether she should actually start running, and not be late for homeroom, or walk slowly and be late for homeroom. by the time the two people have finished arguing, she's already at her locker and the bell just rang.

she takes her own sweet time to get her commerce stuff... a bit too slow. it looks like her locker bud is getting a little annoyed. she hurries up. she saunters to homeroom and wastes even more time outside talking to her friends in the class next door. nothing interesting happens in homeroom, as usual.

after the last bell rings, she walks back up to her locker. she forgot her calculator, an absolute essential for commerce. she grabs it and walks slooowly downstairs to her class. she reaches there a few seconds before the teacher does. of course, nothing interesting happens in commerce.

you know what? i cant be bothered to continue this story. its gonna be too long winded anyway. it was great while it lasted. XD

we're having a maths party next wednesday, cuz mr OBs leaving. darn. why do all teh good teachers always leave and bad teachers replace them. ='( i never get any good maths teachers.

me and tom have reached a new understanding - we both cant spell, but make it seem like we can by guessing. heh. during eng yesterday, since it was extension and all, dr sloan gave us 2 words and we had to choose the correct spelling, we didnt know most of them, so we guessed them.. and got them correct~! wahaha. battallion. why would i needa use that word anyway? i dont even know what it means.

next weeks gonna be in fun~ sunday ; mai's birthday party that i am going to go to. and on thursday, its MUFTI DAY~! NO SCHOOL UNIFORM!!!!!!!!!! and another BBQ. yay. go SRC. who ever you are. XD

2005-06-13T15:47:00.000+10:00

darn. i succumed to temptation again. 0.o went shopping at Chatswood today and bought another bag. It was on sale. ^0^

I didn't forget bout all the presents I have to buy. Err.. Maybe. I did look for your bag Liz, but all the canvas ones looked veryveryveryhorrible.

i spent all 3 days of my long weekend shopping. excellent!

oh yeah, new layout - pink! *beams*. i just realised there are SNAILS on it. kinda slow huh? considering i stared at it a lot while editing it and stuff. oh well...

nothing else to say. school again tmr. darn.

so deep, that it didnt even bleed and catch me
so deep, that i didnt even scream f*ck me

i'll be just fine, pretending im not;
im far from lonely and its all that i got

I HAVE THEIR SINGLE~! yay!!!!!!!

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2005-06-10T19:08:00.000+10:00

thank God for the Queens birthday. long weekend! finally!!!

double science was so fun. it usually is, cuz yes, MR PHILLPOTT IS SO THE BEST SCIENCE TEACHER!!! (after mr ho?!) he had a laughing fit in class. cmon, how many teachers actually have a laughing fit in class? and make jokes bout students. yay. mr phillpott's a champ~! too bad he's going to winter school and we're gonna be stuck with some random teacher. darn winter school.

ok, so theres this annoying really small guy called russell. hes really small, like as small as me? maybe smaller even. so mr philpott was asking us for our anologies on half life, and someone said something bout dividing the class in half, then half again etc etc... until each persons left alone.

someone : can we start cutting people in half?
elcove: can we start with russell?
mr phillpott: HE'S ALREADY BEEN CUT IN HALF!

HAHAHAHAHAHA. thats really mean right? i mean, i would know. when people comment about how short i am, im very tempted to kick their ~~balls~~ knees. but russel really is annoying. and mean. and annoying. etc etc. so yah. anyway, in the end mr phillpott took him off rubbish duty and gave him a choc. cuz he was crying? something like that.

music was really funny too. the music teachers had to rehearse with the bands and stuff for Foundation Day, so MS GRAY was our sub. ms gray was sooo funny. even though we had to have our top buttons done up and everything. she told a guy to go stand in the corner cuz he was smiling!!! hahaha. and there were some other stuff but its too long to say.

Foundation Day Service thingy was... fun and boring. we all linked arms and walked across to the middle school campus and kinda got stuck. haha. while the people rattled on bout some really boring stuff, me, elise and jo drew pics and wrote notes... everywhere. on our tights, shoes and the programmes. obviously the programmes, thats why they give us programmes. x) we were playing with an ant... until elise lost it. she was so sad. she drew up a lost advert thingy for it.

LOST

Rick the Ant

Gill and Elise's best friend

We love you!

If found, please call 04 02 261 ANT

$$$ REWARD $$$

hey, it took me 1/2 hr to load this so i gotta type a long entry. we got scolded by my eng teacher for not focusing. and we chucked grass at the people infront of us (fraser, tom...) and called maxi a girl / she-male. XD

uhhh... i really cant think of anything else to say. on my way to getting mum to let me drop chinese totally and take Jap instead. Ms Langs a bitch and she has a grudge agaisnt me. Additional bonus : One less class with Chapman. XD

____________________________

11 June

Yay. My post survived~! I thought I lost it yesterday when my comp refused to load it but blogger somehow saved it. Thank you blogger!

Never argue with a stupid person.

First they'll drag you to their level,

then they will beat you with their experience.

Haha. My fortune from the fortune cookie. Cool huh? I gave it to Gav to use as his MSN name.

cant wait to go to Sin~! me, gav and abel plan to have loadsa sleepovers~! and hey, abels house a comp. ^^,

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2005-06-09T18:05:00.000+10:00

i know. yay. im blogging. finally.

i have nothing to say, but i havent blogged for sooo long so i thought i better write some junk to keep my blog alive. since nothing interesting ever happens here, cept the JM thing (but its all cool now. sadly). so yeah.

specially for julia : mr phillpott gaves us this weirddd homework to go and find something on half life. what is half life?! i only know its a computer game and thats what elgoog tells me too.

no hockey today~! yay. watched the girls 1st battle the boys 1st and the girls lost. dammit. we watched like half the match then we got distracted. katie got some stones and started DRAWING on the ground. stuff like go girls, girls rule etc etc. hope it washes off. =/

tomorrow we miss 2 periods cuz of foundation day. hahaha. i bet ya 100% that itll be like anzac day service. cuz we're going to the middle school campus. saddd. middle school campus assemblies = cramped legs + sunburns. and guess what. we dont even get to miss music. darn. that means we'll get back my failed music paper. DARN.

seee... this is a junk entry. im so tempted to delete it but since it took me like half an hr to get started, i wont.

p.s : max is a jerk. jerk jerk jerk

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2005-06-04T17:43:00.000+10:00

i had to wait like what? 20min for stupid blogger to load. all cuz we overused the net and blah blah blah. so the speeds down to 28.8kb. slowwww.

bluged all my activities yesterday. hockey match - "sick". tuition - "hockey". debating - uhh. not my fault. so yah, stayed at home and designed my new ~~blog~~ site layout.

today, went to chatswood for some serious shopping with Jen. sorry liz, Anthony Callea's cd was OUT OF STOCK!!!! noooo.... that sucks huh? we were supposed to be shopping for the mufti day that might never exist and kirstys bday present, but we spent the whole time looking at accesories. went to supre and i was so close to buying this totally rad pants, but darn they were too long. we spent like an hr there and in only bought 1 tshirt. really cute ; it says... give me chocolate and i'll be nicer! =) haha. so cute right?then we shopped around for accesories and kirstys bday present and stuff.

ooo guess what? ive gotta tanktops and short skirts fetish. hehe. but its winter now and by the time summer rolls around itll be too short. XD. hmm is that a bad thing? >.-

nevermind. ill be good and wait patiently for summer to come.

eh. i can still wear tank tops and stuff. just gotta wear a jacket 24/7. hah. its not that cold here but i only ever go out at night unless im going out with friends. then its too cold to wear tanktops but too hot to wear a jacket.

i just wrote one whole entry on clothes and the weather. go me!

year average forcore history - 43%?!?!?!?!?!

shittttt.

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2005-06-01T16:52:00.000+10:00

i didnt come online for one whole day. 24 hrs!!! omg how did i survive?! and its not even cuz i went out or anything, cept for hockey training, i was reading!!!! i know, i know. never heard before right? but it was chicken soup so yah. haha. omg im becoming a nerd!!!!! mummys gonna be so proud of me. she actually wants me to be a nerd, she'll be happy. ewww.

ok, im sorry. the nerd association just sent me a letter telling me to keep on musing that i could become a nerd cuz im not doing 1000 maths problems now... im blogging.

wth? im friggin talking to myself again?! someone just lock me up and send me to the mental instituition.

got back some of our papers. =/ i think i did wonderfully wonderfully well, but obviously, mum didnt. kinda sad cuz i got straight As, cept for maths (im so sure) cuz i stink at maths and cant do coordinate geometry and never ever will be able to. i dont see the point of doing coordinate geometry. oops, off topic. so yeah, practically all straight As, im on my way to becoming a nerd again. haha. ive kinda got this thing abt nerds since tues when we called hayley a DT nerd cuz she aced the DT exam.

i passed DT~! i really do rock thankyouverymuch.

of course, the DT nerd Hayley got 30% more than me, but i passed~! Arent you just so proud of me?

i got 95% for chinese!!!! and its all ms langs fault. i could have gotten 100% but she marked me wrong cuz i "misunderstood" eating. eating = food right? nooo.. according to her, eating = food + drink. how stupid. chinese tchrs must die.

yepype. hope ur having fun talking to my friends liz.

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2005-05-29T17:24:00.000+10:00

went to watch star wars III - attack of the sith~! haha. sucha good show.

first met jen at the mcDs near my house and we ate breakfast while waiting for the rest to finish their doorknock thingy. then we went to sarahs house and the doorknock people changed. angie went on and on and on bout how she hated her bra? errr okaaayyy. (yep shes still pissing me off). 20 min before the movie started we headed for the opheum, with a stop at IGA for food. then we went to the cinema. met mai, saki and yuki outside and kirsty came in after the trailors, which reminds me...

i wanna watch madagascar!!!!!

haha. saw the trailer and its sucha cute movie. aahh. ok, after the movie we stood at the lobby of the cinema for like 20 min deciding what to do and exchanging numbers and stuff. jen and angie went home and sarah met her friends and ditched us. ): since we were hungry we went to the naan shop near school for naan, and used mai's really really cool and super slim digi cam. so cool~! i want! and i want her perfume too! haha. got her to donate some to me XD. after hanging around at the naan shop, we went to tasies house. yeah, we went univited. not really, she came with us to watch the movie, so technically, we didnt barge in. (err yeahhh). and then we watched the grudge 2 . eee soo scary~! errr... ok, not really. its actually pretty funny and confusing. but the ghosts are freaky. so bloody. *shudders*

ok, now i can finally ramble on about star wars.

eeew why did that stupid annakin skywalker turn to the darkside??dammit. he looks so freaky in that darthvadersuit.ew ew ew. and what the heck was he thinking when he killed his wife?huh?huh?huh? r2d2 rocks. i love r2d2!

yes ok whatever gill.

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2005-05-27T18:23:00.000+10:00

warning : may contain hyper active content. if you value your life, you are highly recommended to close this window and run to your room and hide there for the rest of your life. if you don't, feel free to continue reading. :)

AAAAHHHH!!!!!!! EXAMS ARE OVER~!!!!! AAAAHHH~!

ooo, guess what? to celebrate the end-of-exams, ms satchell organised a...

BARBEQUE!!!!!!!!

sooo nice right? guess my yr coordintaors arent that bad. :)

so, when queing up for the sausages and soft drinks, there was one loong queue... until a bunch of random unknown girls decided to start a new queue and they dragged their friends who dragged their friends who dragged their friends until all the girls were in a seperate queue from the guys. haha. then we all chiong-ed for the food. XD. very interesting...

and here's the other very interesting part. or maybe its cuz we were all really high and happy that the exams were over. or maybe, its just ed being usual. XD

we were all innocently sitting there - me, clare, kirsty, mai, saki, tasie, jo and elise only ; since the music-y people were on excursion and still have exams to do!!!!!!! - until max, fraser and ed came. ed was being his usual self, singing the pie song and stuff, till he had a sudden burst of energy (must have been the lemonade) and stacked all the half empty (half full?) cans up. most of them were empty, cept for mine and someone elses. obviously, it toppled and it all fell onto my noteday. it was really really really funny. doesnt seem so funny now, but it really was. we were lying on the prickly green thingy and laughing. hahaha.

okok, and then there were these guys playing rugby / soccer / God-knows-what at one half of the turf thingy. they were like attacking and killing each other, and fraser, max and ed, decided to kick max's half full / half empty can of pepsi onto their path. HAHAHA. they didnt even realise!!!!! HAHAHA. more entertainment for us. :)

and thats all i have to say. okaaayyy... feels like im talking to myself. oh wait, i already talk to myself. *slaps forehead*

ok, ill shuttup now.

might watch star wars on sunday!!!!!!!!! star wars rocks~!

p.s : 4 more weeks till the hols ( = singapore~!)

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2005-05-26T18:47:00.000+10:00

21 more hours to freedom!!!!!!

ive been mugging really hard ya know. yeahh... that explains why u a) online every night and b) gonna fail dt and music.

dt was a total flop. i was so obssesed with drawing the perfect chair, i had no time to do the other section. i wrote total crap till the teacher collected my paper. and i totally didnt understand it. i was going huh? through out the whole paper.

Lunch was so fun. ed had lunch with us, and he was hyper. his laugh is addictive and that made me, tasie and elise hyper. haha. elise was laughing so much she went red. HAHA. seriously, ed should be a comedy person. just laugh and everyone else will laugh.

and everybody, i repeat everybody has an ipod mini here. dammit. dammit. dammit. haiz, i shall resgn myself to being ipod-less. sad, but true.

uhh. ok whatever. im going to study my last 2 subjects - commerce and core history - soon. i promise.

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2005-05-23T16:30:00.000+10:00

4 more days til exams are over and we can all part-ae~!

we screwed up our maths paper. again. i dont get coordinate geometry now, and never will. screw you coordinate geometry. i dont need you!!!!! i can conquer the universe without you!!!!!! you're just some little wittle extra vying for my undivided attention! too bad. you're not good enough for me!!!

yah, so cuz of coordinate geometry, me, jen, charlotte and prob the rest of the acc maths class flunked it. oh well...

ok. time to study the wonderfully wonderful romeo and juliet.

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2005-05-20T18:40:00.000+10:00

so bloody bored. i shouldnt be right? i should be guai guai studying for my half yearlys, but... urgh. forget it.

I WANNA SLEEP!!!!

i dont wanna go for hockey tomorrow. its too early and cold. i dont wanna go to school next week. i dont wanna be stuck in the gym either studying or doing exams paper next to WANG.

im sorry wang, you're my friend and all, but you're annoying!!!

tried to avoid angie today. she's stressing too much about the exams and its just pissing me off. she gets 39/50 for the maths test and... cried? if i got that, i'd be at the shop getting my ipod mini. exaggeration. come on, 78% compared to my 52% and charlottes 40% is bad?!?!?! how does that work?!

apart from angie annoying me, today was an OK day. maths was fun, cuz angie wasnt stressing near us. yuki taught me parabolas and i totally understand it now... i hope. =/ basically revised the whole lesson with saki, yuki and charlotte.

year 9s should have their study notes well written out and defined. questions they are unsure of should have been asnweres already. -Mr Nunan

HAHAHA. whatta joke. study notes? non existent. questions? still questions.

ah whatever. bad mood swings. pms? again? or maybe (and probably) im absolutely 100% sick of sydney!!!!!! my friends here are great, but sydney's soooo boring.

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2005-05-18T16:13:00.000+10:00

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY ABEL!!!!!!!!!!!!
me and gav luv ya and miss ya loads~!

double maths was amazingly fun today. me and charlotte were really hyper, specially charlotte. first period we couldnt release much of our hyper-ness cuz mr OB was teaching and all, so all charlotte could do was draw. on me. she turned me into a zebra. i have all these black stripes on my ear. but second period he gave us this test paper to practice, and charlotte went mad. she tried to sit on me?!?!?!?! i moved to sit with jen and angie, and annoyed angie. =X she wanted to do the maths paper and me and jen wanted to compare good songs. XD so i moved back and charlotte started wrecking my pencilcase. she took everything out and started shooting jens back with my stapler. and the rest of the lesson was spent trying to draw on charlottes face. in 55min i did like 10 easy maths question.

exam week is gonna suck. when we don't have papers, study by ourselves. and and and, i have to sit with wang. cuz we're in alphabetical order. good luck me.

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2005-05-17T16:38:00.000+10:00

it's official. the teachers are trying to make our lives as miserable as possible.

we got our exam timetable today, and its so suck shit. maths exam first thing monday?! they definitely have something against us.

mums cooking chicken rice and it smells really really really good. XD

off to "study" maths. hehe.

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2005-05-16T17:12:00.000+10:00

moii andd mee meii, lizz, arre havingg ann actt cuute sessionn w0rXx.

choco wars ; attack of the chocaddiction
________**+= m0ii meii rawkss w0rXx=+**_________

acttingg kuute rawkss w0rXx!!!

(this is a weird blog entry, i will put better stuff in it AFTER i get some science done. yes. science gill. science.)

YESSS!! Im finally done with my science SRP. due friday, grp task, and we spend all our sci lessons playing pinball on the comp. XD.

lame lame lame. i have nothing to say.

tishh ishh derr endd off myy entryy w0rXx. mustt tagg h0rXx???

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2005-05-15T17:45:00.000+10:00

BREAD WITH JAM ROCKS!!!

that was random. nah, i said it cuz the plate which had my bread with jam is infront of me and i think i can smell the jam. heh...

new layout!!! its kinda stuck in the corner and i cant be bothered to move it. doing html makes me hungry. ^^, It's a temporary layout that won't last for long.

i understand coordinate geometry!!!! And surds. some lame bionimal products shit. i did maths for 2 hrs!!! i can never fully concentrate for 2 hrs. wahaha. maybe thats my "motivation". SINGAPORE~!

im screwed tommorow when mum reads her email. ='(

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2005-05-14T12:35:00.000+10:00

i finally realised that the half-yearlys are next week. shit. and guess what? i havent started studying. ^^, that sounds pretty usual doesnt it? but i really have to do well, cuz mums threatening not to go back to SIN if i blah flunk it and i wont get that ipod mini. nevermind bout the ipod mini, cuz i prob wont get it anyway... but i wanna go to sin!!!!!!!!!!! *whines, wails and screams* that is friggin mean!!!!!!!!!!!

calm down... breathe innn... outtt...

ok, im calm. so anyway, i have a ton of subjects to study for, and as usual, i havent even started. whee. big surprise. ~~english~~, maths, science, history, geography, ~~chinese~~, elective hist, commerce and music.

i swear at 2.00 i'll get my ass of the comp chair and go study... MATH~! whoo. coordinate geometry. funn. i will and must understand coordinate geometry.

liz, jess, deb, ivy & anyone else who loves me, im gonna study hard and sacrifice all my comp time for you guys so you better have tons of chocs for me when i go back!!!!!!

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2005-05-13T16:20:00.000+10:00

today was the most interesting day ever. i'll always always always remember this day. in 1 term and 3 weeks, today was the most interesting day.

it started like any other normal friday the 13th day. boring double science, break, maths and music. but during lunch... whoa~. all the excitement started. trust me, the whole school will be talking about this on monday. everyone was late for 5th period cuz they were talking about it, and it was all anyone talked about right through the end of the day.

the gist of it is... JM got slapped... twice. cuz he two-timed two girls. actually, its not that simple, but its really sick and i dont wanna type it out. polluting poor innocent minds. anyway, it was really thrilling to watch. the girl was friggin mad. ahaha. and they were hunting down JM. JMs my friend, but he's a little shifty. =/

mum hasnt read her email yet. saved till mon... i hope. =S

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2005-05-12T17:36:00.000+10:00

oh my gosh. i dont believe this. i am one step closer to getting an ipod mini~! AAAHHHH!!!!!!!!

last night me and gav were rattling off how well we're doing here academically and in sports. wahaha. gav was saying he was blah first in class for blah and blah and i was rattling off all my achievments, and telling dad how hard it was for us since we have to make new friends, settle in, get used to a new system etc. and since the financial year has just ended, and SIA gained money, everyones getting a bonus. so now... all i have to do is ace the friggin mid years and that pink/blue/white iPod mini will be mine!!!!!!!!!!!! IN YOUR FACE KOKOR!!!!!!!

iPod! iPod! whee~

dammit dammit dammit. screw!!!! bye bye ipod mini. just read my email frm mr ob and i got a friggin 26/50 for that maths test. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!!! AAAAHHHH. ah who gives. super corrections. super corrections. super corrections. i can get another 12 marks for the super corrections and thatll gimme 38 marks. hey, not bad. wahaha.

bye bye ipod.

i luv elective hist!!! so fun. mr pryor was telling us about how Rome was founded and all, and tom said it was a rip off of disneys the jungle book, and suddenly it turned into a discussion about the jungle book (2). HAHAHA.

officially screwed.

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2005-05-10T18:23:00.000+10:00

im gonna be broke real soon. i have like 80 bucks now, but since i lost my calculator, im paying gav $3 to keep his trap shut and rental fees for my maths test (that im gonna flunk) tomorrow. and then i'll stall for time and try and keep mum from finding out about my calculator. i'll prob have to spend $20++ on a calculator.

kinda amazing. the elective hist. assignment i was so sure i'd flunk (and so was everyone else) was a total hit! HAHA. the class was so into it. hope mr pryor doesnt find out that i spent the whole of last night and homeroom doing it. =/

today was a total bluge day. haha. elective hist was basically reading books. ^^, we watched romeo and juliet in eng. ahaha. so funny. this is how eng should be. screw the book. movies are wayyy better when it comes to shakespear.

i dont know anything about parabolas. im officially screwed. goodbye world.

2005-05-08T12:54:00.000+10:00

did my religion with Jen today. went to some Buddhist centre in Chatswood, and no offence, but it was seriously boring. no offence k? maybe cuz it was in chinese and they were speaking too fast for me to process it. anyway, there was supposed to be free lunch, but it was vegetarian and not very...er... safe, so we decided to go eat at Chatswood and hang around. Bought poster paper and Kris' bday card and set off to her house to do make the didgeridoo.

who needs guys right? really... love? ha. as liz puts it sooo correctly:

What is Love?

Love is just nothing but hormones creating an illusion on how much you can't survive without that guy.

so, down with all guys. what him i see in so many peoples wishlist. who needs him? we're strong independent girls who can survive 100% without guys. the only reason we need guys are for eye candy, annoy/irritate/kill and erm, annoy some more.

down with guys!!!!!!

it feels naive to put your trust in love.
this is my current single status ; my declaration of independence.

DOWN WITH GUYS SOME MORE~!

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2005-05-03T18:42:00.000+10:00

i have nothing to blog about cuz yesterday and today were a completely normal day and im way too tired to make up some stuff to make it seem more exciting. haha. but im really bored too, cuz im too tired to do my homework, which is gonna lead to me flunking year 9, so im gonna blog. about my completely normal day today. as normal as itll ever get in sydney anyway... (whee it sounds like im writing a compo)

i didnt bother to talk to anyone i didnt know well cuz i cldnt be bothered to start a convo. yes, im anti social and i know it. im also pmsing and pissed at the world. ok, so at p.e, the effects of that 1000 yr old choc i found at the bottom of my bag, that i had to eat cuz i was on HIGH sugar low, finally started working. geez, it sure took its time. we did gymnastics in p.e, and cuz of hockey i was wearing a skirt. a totally bad idea. so i thought i could bluge off and watch them do rolls, but nooo, evil-torture-king/humiliator said blah blah blah and i ended up doing the rolls. super fun, really. luv the dizzy feeling you get after doing it.

jen finally had lunch with us. whoa~. first time since sch began again. maybe cuz she has a life, unlike me and tas... haha. and i was starving so i went round stealing everyones food. elise's chips, saki's noodles, jens grapes... and i ate a kit-kat. :)

and the rest of the dya was really cool. a teacher got eaten by a large mutated 3 eyed fish and aliens took over our school. wayy cool i tell you.

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2005-05-01T18:39:00.000+10:00

Little kids annoy me. Cept for Ally, Lisa, Audrey and Luke-y of course. Wahaha. I love them. they rock~! They love me!!!!! haha. Anyway, I don't see whats there to luv about little kids. How adults coo over them. Hey, in the end theyre prob gonna end up a raging and difficult teen. And 8 yr old kids annoy me too. Take a certain someones little sister. She thinks she's really cool just cuz she has friendster when she's 8. dohh. And how petty are they? They really don't get sarcasm.. kinda like ivy... HAHA.

I'm not a gooey baby person. Least not now anyway. I only go "gooey" over Alison, Lisa, Audrey and Luke-y. Even my other cousins dont get any of my gooey-ness.

My conclusion? Whats so great about babies anyway?

Jia you Liz~! Must get your domain!!!!!! (Feel honoured. feel honoured)

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2005-04-29T16:15:00.000+10:00

school's found another way of torturing us. "Anzac Day service". yeah right. more like lets-torture-the-little-kiddies-and-make-them-sit-in-the-sun-in-their-awful-winter-uniform-while-we-sit-under-the-nice-shady-trees service. of all days, they choose the hottest autumn day in 86 years to have an Anzac Day service in teh school field. they sit on chairs under the trees wearing their tanktops while we sit on the grass in our winter uniform. fun~.

after the beggining-of-term torture session, since it was so hot, we went on a slushie spree. ^^, me, tasie, max and jo bought slushies that are "99% all natural fruit" (yeah right. more like 99% sugar) and we were high after that. wahaha. saki pulled max's shoelace out and he declared war. lasted the whole of lunch AND before geog up in the locker area.

so those are the only two significant things that happened today. the rest of the school term looks promising

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2005-04-28T19:38:00.000+10:00

comp lagging up again.

4.5 page essay due next week, and what am i doing? blogging. ooo, what a good girl i am.

Dammit. Craving for an iPod badly. IPODDDDD~! Ok, must study. must study. must study!! getting a little desperate, but dad says he MIGHT buy me an iPod if I study hard (and get good marks). haha. he didn't actually say that, but its correct right? if i study hard, itll reflect in my *ahem* wonderfully wonderful marks.

School sucks. ive exhausted all my much-needed energy into it. ive only been in school for 2 days and im seriously gonna start falling asleep (again) in some classes. ok, this is my new game plan; bring lotsa bars of chocolate to gimme energy, so i dont fall asleep in class and lunch. this weekend, im going on a chocolate spree~. Beware world, gillys going on a hyper-spree too.

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2005-04-25T19:44:00.000+10:00

Can't wait to go to school. AAAAHHH. I'm dying of boredom here. Mum is suffocating me with way too much math problems on the stupid, and pointless, parobalos shit. (my shit is bananas, b-a-n-a-n-a-s).

so, if y=ax(square) + bx + c, find the vertex of blah blah blah. how is this gonna help me when i grow up?! HOW?! oh yeahh, like if I'm gonna get robbed while walking down the street knowledge of the equation of a parabola is sooo gonna help me. pointless!!!!!

Actually, it may help me if i wanna be a mathemagician. Uh huh. I'm failing maths and my dream is to be a mathemagician. Very realistic.

Falling like rain...

240405

2005-04-24T16:03:00.000+10:00

gold coast was... interesting.

Gav is a coward!!!!! (specially for kokor if he reads this) he refused to sit any of the cool rides with me! even the pathetically pathetic flume ride.

ah whatever. mum and dad not letting me go to Jens pizza party just cuz blah. didnt listen.